I'm so tired

Honestly, if Type weren't as handsome as he is, Tharn wouldn't be making such an effort to be with him. Their back and forth is exhausting to watch. They are so toxic for each other, I cannot ship this whatsoever. At least, not romantically. Not that they have a lot of chemistry otherwise. The actor playing Tharn could have chemistry with a brick wall if he wanted to - but from Type's end, it's nothing. Nada. The man is perpetually pissed off at the world and at the gays. He's also incredibly confusing - one minute he's leading Tharn on, buying him his favorite drink and kissing him, and the moment the other responds he cuts him off again?? Like fuck off. Make up your mind. "I still hate gays, but not Tharn"??? Is that supposed to be a good thing?? Like thank God, I would love to hear my hook-up dropping f-bombs and calling people like me slurs, because he doesn't do it to me :D How the hell??
Secondly. Tharn is not entirely innocent either. He KNOWS Type is not ready to go out with a man, that he's only agreed to sleep with him casually. Yet he acts like his boyfriend in front of his friends, grabs his hand in public, and is overly affectionate, even when Type seems to dislike it every time.
Also, why did they have to introduce the girl? I'm just. So tired of this. They are so messy. Istg Type better not hurt her, she looked like a nice person T-T

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idk there is just something about Tharn that…

idk there is just something about Tharn that rubs me the wrong way, one sec he's all heart - begging for Type's affection and the next he acting like a total douche (not teasing) but rubbing it in that Type his "b*tch" and considering Type already averse to anything "gay", why rub it in his face?!? yeah i get it entertains Tharn. but if he Really looking for a serious relationship with Type, walk on bleedin eggshells around the dude, don't force him to "out" himself - the fact that he agreed to be a sex-friend is already astonishing to me. and yet the fact that he agreed doesn't mean a thing - what goes on between them behind closed doors, where he just switches-off his brain and anything else that might bother him, and goes with the flow Doesn't in any way mean, he is ready to be 'out n proud' on Tharn's arm. so Tharn's mind-games might back-fire. *****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also find it so ironic that Type is the one i like - from the start of this, i didn't really like anyone (well Khlui was the one and only). but the rest were just a blur, and the mains were hard to like. felt bad and sorry for Type, cause got in-spite of the ruff, rude exterior - he a hurting soul, that's just lashing out at everyone (not endearing) but "got" and felt sorry for him. Tharn in-spite of being a strong person that was trying to be the mature one when dealing with Type, soon lost the plot and became a bad stereotype of someone who cause they in-lust, has to invade the space of the one they want, and more or less forces themselves on them - well stop short of rape. but harassment is a fine line they happily walk, cause all's fair in love and war?!? ******************************************************************************************************************************************therefor the end is logical - Type is in no way ready for an open relationship with a man, any man. his giving in and having a sexual relationship is already a major move in a direction he is unsure off. he keeps at it, cause it feels nice but how he feels afterwards / after the big O, that isn't dealt with. but as we have seen, he reverts to pushing Tharn off and making it clear that they nothing, but friends. so his turning to a girl - whether he's straight, bi or gay is not the factor. it's his aversion to openly being with a man (even one he admits to liking). just a pity that girl gonna get hurt - Tharn's whatever, he brought this on himself as he knows where Type stands about this whole mess and why. so it is what it is ¯\(°_o)/¯

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top episode

this episode is the best for my opinion because you feel here that type starting to develope feeling for Tharn (even though he don't realise it yet)also it's the best top scene in all the drama so far(there's already 6) that they sit in the bar and kiss, the kiss is portrait beautiful , the best kiss scene iv'e seen in a while. it's in slow motion, and the light amazing behind them kissing ,bar lights with rainbows lights is giving Mew a beautiful face, also his makeup here is amazing, he look drunk so he have blush on his chiks and look like 25 years old(he is older) .another thing its the music in this scene the music fit very well , lots of thai drama and this one laso fail to understand the importance of background music, esspecially in Thailand and China, they didn't grasp yet the importancy of background music so they don't invest (like korea and japan) usually the music is very cheap with effect and humor kind, they have a lot of annying music with guitars when it's even a gentle kiss like that, so in this drama they catch it from time to time they use this relaxing music, so it's more remembale, this is the most important part in drama....people don't understand it. the last thing is amazing and it's Mew acting, Mew acting in this scene (and from episode 4 to my opinion) is just great, natural and very convincing.at the first 2-3 episodes Gulf was better to convince, his eyes are sharp, maybe he get also more time screen, but from 4 -5 episode and this one esspecially we see more Mew in more zoom in. so he is just taking the show on his shoulders,it's practically here is the drama and show, i didn't expect it, but he giving 100%, love him in this drama and in this episode

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