4/5 Actually . . . he looked pretty good in that PJ.

Or at least he looked better than I ever could in PJs like that! That  whole "sleep over" scene was very adorable. Now I'm wondering if Suea is  childishly flirting with Joo because he knows she's still shy about the  idea. Like it's better to obviously, but annoyingly, pursue her? I feel  like one of the reasons she is not taking him seriously is because his  flirting is kind of unserious? I know he's been blunt and actually  serious at a few moments. However, when guys peruse me like little boys I  never take them seriously either.

It also bothers me that Joo  is so hung up on thinking she is ugly. Even when she's just healing  blemish/scares from the acne. (May that girl never see my face.) Guys  are starting to show more attention. While I think Suea's need to keep  her ugly and not liking her being "pretty" is ridiculous there is some  truth. Joo does want to be pretty and she is kind of losing herself just  a bit to it. Right now the two sides of her are merging. The lovely  person she's become on the inside while "ugly" and the unlikable person  she was when she was pretty on the outside.  The two can merge, but like  Suea it's scary to see what parts will be left.

Besides Suea's  really annoying "flirting" I find his jealousy beyond annoying. This  type of behavior is pushing Joo away. Because it's simply not  attractive. Especially when it leads to such bullying. He can't see that  he's pushing her away. He trust her, but not other people. That is one  of the most annoying romantic lines ever. It's a cover up when you don't  want to admit that you can't really trust the person you want to be  with. The reality is people are gonna hit on your girl, or guy, it's  that person you're trusting in to know that they love you and not  someone who is trying to still them. I hate the concept of it being okay  to "trust the one you love, but not trust everyone else" because you  know who takes the brunt of that distrust and negative emotions? The  very person you say you trust.

I don't really like how things  are going. Though if I think about it the ugly sides of both Suea and  Joo are coming out. That's healthy to get out there. I'm curious how  things will go from here.

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