the whole scene at the start felt rushed (not…

the whole scene at the start felt rushed (not what i was watching) but Mon's rushing to apologize and ask to stay friends - i think he was panicked, considering how Soh dealt with his confession. he on one hand didn't want to hurt Saint, but on the other as he still infatuated with Soh, he wasn't in the right headspace (heart space) to cope with Saint's confession. but he knew how getting rejected felt, so after just getting his friend back - he was totally lost and reacted like a drowning man clutching at straw's - that was more knee jerk reaction, then a thought-out plan (as opposed to what i thought would happen) and then we get what we got. ********************************************************************************************************on the other hand get Saint - he been carrying this torch for yrs and maybe he is tired of waiting, doesn't want to go out on a limb for "what if's" so i kinda get it - sad as this means a loss of a good friend (in-spite of how Mon acted, he a good person). so if this situation was given time, things could've turned out better/different... but that's life for u, u just have to live with the choices u make and their consequences , learn from the mistakes and try to fix things if the opportunity arises - still sad for both guys. after they just started mending things and were at a good place ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Soh's moment of clarity is also understandable, he likes Mon and bottom line realized that he didn't want to regret not trying. even if them being together would be for a very short period of time - know everyone else annoyed but this was very real. i (before Soh actually went and poured his heart hugging a stranger) got my middle finger ready, hoping Mon would do the same - cause as much as got his motivation, didn't like how he went about things - needlessly hurting Mon time and again, cause that was his misguided way of not hurting him（；´д｀）ゞ so hearing Soh disclose all - even if it didn't redeem him. got why Mon (who still infatuated) was ready to put his hurt to the side and just enjoy what time they had left. ********************************personally liked this ep and thought there was a lot of common sense and maturity used dealing with the whole situation and plot - this written much better then most BL's ＼（〇_ｏ）／ sorry but it is what it is - this not fluff but substance - finally!

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