favorite quotes

-Episode 1-

If I imagine that I’m sitting here working next to you,
even awful tasks like these turn into something beautiful.
Work becomes bearable.
I’m playing a role of a woman who is loved.
A woman who has everything she needs.
Right now, I love someone, and that someone is supporting me.
So I want to imagine I’m at peace.
That I’m already enjoying the good times that I’ll be spending with you.
That’s how I want to think of it.
Rather than going through exhausting, difficult times without you,
isn’t it more admirable that I’m finding strength thinking of you?
-Yeom Mi Jeong- 

No matter where I lived…
I think I would have been the same.
Regardless of where I lived, my life would have been just like this.
I’d be living the same mundane life,
and no one would ever be interested in me.
I felt like if I lived like this for too long, I’d shrivel up and die.
That’s why I invented you.
You, who I’ll meet someday.
To you, at least I wouldn’t be that ordinary, right?
I don’t know who you are.
I don’t even know where you are.
And I’ve never met you.
Who are you?
-Yeom Mi Jeong- 

"you are ordinary when you have the same ordinary desires"

this hit me hard!

getting late late late

hating myself oh soulmate

aren't this guy me

who's bad mad sad

going far away & then I'll fade

lack/lake of tears but still I'm not glad 

killing healing healing killing 

what's my fault if I had feelings -KETSUPEKI ARI

-Episode4-

People are scared of thunder and lightning, but strangely I find them calming. “The world might finally come to an end, as I wished.” It feels like I’m stuck, but I don’t know how to get out. That’s probably why I hope everything ends all at once. “I’m not unhappy but I’m not happy either. I wouldn’t care if the world ended now. Everyone is on their way to their graves, so why everyone is so happy and excited?” Sometimes, I think that people who are damaged are much more honest than those who live their lives happily.