✒️ "You are not manly. You're not active. You're timid. You won't have any friends. You can't even work with other people." Because of people like you who try to mould people's personalities to fit your needs, many conceal their true selves like sinners. Everyone is different! And that's normal. Why do you always make me compare myself to others for being different?
✒️ I know you're trying, but... you're trying way too hard. You treat your job like your entire life, don't you? And you try to help others with everything. You were in the special forces, so you'll try to protect your employer like they're your country. Don't do that. It'll only eat away at you without you even realizing it. I told you. You're not okay. Feelings don't vanish on their own. They'll keep piling up like this. They'll fester and eventually explode. Should I tell you what would happen after that?
✒️ You should... breathe. You're too worked up right now. We can't talk when you're like that.
✒️Telling others to just let out their anger and let it go... could make some people uncomfortable. Some people can express their anger and let it go, but there are also people who really struggle to return to their daily life when they let themselves be angry. And for some people, that's more painful.
✒️ He wanted me to climb as high as I could no matter what I did, and he wanted me to be the center of it all. But in reality, I was like a solitary island. I isolated myself because I couldn't even be normal, like a strange solitary island."
✒️ You're not weird. It just means you are a kind person. Being kind isn't an easy feat. Your willingness to help others knowing your kindness wouldn't be reciprocated... Not everyone can do that.
✒️ I just hated losing. Not the fact that I lost. I hate letting others find out that I was sad about it. It made me feel like a real loser. So I was always like "Okay, it's totally fine." I always told myself that.
✒️ To me a promise is how I get close to someone. Being on time. Not going against my word. Sticking to the basics is how I show my respect. "I want you to like me and I want us to get close". To me, it's a proposal of sorts.
✒️ I hate being compared. But truthfully, I compare myself to others the most. Because I can't accept the fact that I'm jealous, I hate myself.
✒️ I don't hold back, when I'm certain about something.
