Shi Qi's Role as a Mediator:
Shi Qi's role as the intermediary between Xiao Liu and the Grand Emperor is noteworthy. His calm and composed demeanor during the dinner, despite Xiao Liu's behavior, showcases his ability to navigate complex situations. This role positions Shi Qi as a bridge between the mysterious world of Xiao Liu and the imperial court.
Tushan Jing/Yeshiqi as mediator, and connection between the past and the present, as well as a facilitator for Xiao Liu's journey of self-discovery. He acts as a liaison, enabling communication between Xiao Liu and the Grand Emperor.
Extract: -" Shi Qi bowed to the Grand Emperor and he said to Shi Qi “You take Xiao Liu back.”
Also: His calm and composed presence supports Xiao Liu during her encounters with the Grand Emperor. His assistance and understanding contribute to Xiao Liu's sense of security and trust. As a result, Shi Qi becomes a crucial ally in Xiao Liu's quest to understand her true identity -allowing Xiao Liu to navigate the complexities of her past and present :).
@Winny Aye: it wasn’t lost and was tucked into his robe.
Part 2, Thank you Winny <3
Summary of this second part:
Zhuan Xu's Realization and Reflection:
Zhuan Xu's journey in this chapter is marked by profound realizations and self-reflection. His initial disbelief and shock upon discovering Xiao Liu's true identity as Xiao Yao, his long-lost sister, opens a floodgate of memories. The narrative beautifully captures the complexity of Zhuan Xu's emotions as he grapples with the stark contrast between his past actions and his newfound awareness. His recognition of Xiao Liu's sacrifices and genuine care for him unveils layers of guilt and remorse.
Philosophical Connection: This part of the narrative aligns with philosophical themes related to self-awareness, redemption, and the consequences of one's actions. It echoes the idea that true growth comes from acknowledging one's mistakes and learning from them.
Shi Qi's Protective Role:
Shi Qi emerges as a silent yet potent guardian throughout this chapter. His actions, from carrying Xiao Liu to feeding her fruits, highlight a consistent theme of protection and care. The subtle yet powerful attack on Zhuan Xu when he perceives a threat to Xiao Liu emphasizes Shi Qi's unwavering commitment.
Symbolic Significance: Shi Qi's protective role symbolizes stability and support. In a chapter marked by emotional turbulence, Shi Qi becomes a steady force, reinforcing the novel's exploration of trust and reliability.
Zhuan Xu's Unspoken Apology:
Zhuan Xu's interaction with Xiao Liu showcases a profound yet unspoken apology. His tenderness toward her injured legs and the genuine concern for her well-being serve as a silent acknowledgment of the pain he caused. The blood from Zhuan Xu's self-inflicted wound becomes a symbolic gesture, reflecting the emotional wounds he inflicted upon Xiao Liu.
Literary Device: This part of the narrative employs poignant imagery and symbolism to convey complex emotions. The blood connecting Zhuan Xu and Xiao Liu's legs creates a visual metaphor for shared pain and a tentative bridge toward reconciliation.
Xiao Liu's Emotional Resilience:
Xiao Liu's response to Zhuan Xu's tenderness speaks volumes about her emotional resilience. Despite the hardships she endured and Zhuan Xu's past mistreatment, her ability to close her eyes and calmly respond to Zhuan Xu's question about pain suggests a level of forgiveness and acceptance.
Character Development: Xiao Liu's character undergoes subtle yet significant development. Her past, filled with bloodshed and deception, contrasts with her present vulnerability. The juxtaposition highlights her capacity for growth and adaptation.
Foreshadowing: The mention of the missing red phoenix flower and the absence of Xiao Liu's past sanctuary hints at unresolved mysteries and foreshadows future challenges
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Blood Connection:
The scene where Zhuan Xu allows Shi Qi's attack to pierce his hand creates a symbolic link between Zhuan Xu and Xiao Liu. This shared blood becomes a metaphor for their intertwined destinies and the emotional wounds that connect them. It symbolizes a link between past actions and a tentative step towards reconciliation.
Night and Flowers:
The night setting, with petals swirling in the air, adds an atmospheric touch to Zhuan Xu's introspective walk. The absence of the red phoenix flower, a symbol of Xiao Liu's past sanctuary, reinforces the idea of the lost innocence and an unattainable ideal he want to reach.
Character Dynamics:
Zhuan Xu's Internal Conflict: The internal turmoil within Zhuan Xu is palpable. His inability to express the multitude of emotions reflects a character deeply scarred by his past actions. The contrast between the present Zhuan Xu and the boy pushing Xiao Liu on the swing highlights the transformative impact of the years and the burdens he carries. A symbol to his internal swing.
Xiao Liu's Emotional Release: Xiao Liu's tears, unleashed only after Zhuan Xu's departure, serve as a cathartic moment. Her emotional vulnerability, hidden behind a façade of strength, exposes the toll her tumultuous life has taken on her. The act of burying her face in Shi Qi's chest symbolizes a rare moment of seeking comfort and solace.
Themes of Redemption and Forgiveness:
Zhuan Xu's Unspoken Apology: Zhuan Xu's actions, from tending to Xiao Liu's legs to allowing Shi Qi's attack, can be seen as an unspoken apology. The motif of physical pain, both self-inflicted and directed take a form of redemption, a way to deal with the emotional gaps created by past mistakes.
Xiao Liu's Forgiveness: Xiao Liu's stoic response to Zhuan Xu's question about pain implies a willingness to forgive. It hints at her understanding of Zhuan Xu's struggles and her capacity for empathy.
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Emotional Resonance and CX/TSJ Contrasting Roles in Xiao Liu's Life:
Zhuan Xu's Internal Turmoil:
- Haunted by Past Actions: Zhuan Xu's character is marked by internal conflicts stemming from his past actions. The weight of decisions made in the previous chapters, such as ordering Xiao Liu's torture for exemple, lingers heavily on his conscience. This turmoil impedes his ability to openly express emotions.
- Struggle with Authenticity: Having worn a metaphorical mask for an extended period, Zhuan Xu grapples with authenticity. His years of exile and manipulation have shaped him into a person who, at times, struggles to connect genuinely with others. This internal struggle is evident in his interactions with Xiao Liu.
Extract: - "he had worn his mask for too long and no longer knew how to feel genuine joy and genuine pain. He learned to manipulate others but forgot to act with sincerity. He learned to use all sorts of strategy to achieve his goals but forgot how to converse candidly.
Zhuan Xu stood up and said to Shi Qi “Take good care of her.”--------------------------------------
2 .Shi Qi's Present and Tangible Comfort:
- Physical and Emotional Care: Shi Qi, on the other hand, represents a stark contrast.
His actions are immediate, tangible, and rooted in the present. From peeling fruits to offering a comforting embrace, Shi Qi provides both physical and emotional care to Xiao Liu.
****This contrast highlights the dichotomy between dwelling on past mistakes and addressing present needs.
- Steadfast Support: Unlike Zhuan Xu's internal conflicts, Shi Qi's support is steadfast and unwavering. His role extends beyond the complexities of political intrigue and historical burdens. In caring for Xiao Liu's immediate well-being, Shi Qi embodies a sense of reliability and constancy in the midst of present chaos.
=> Implications for Xiao Liu's Healing:
Zhuan Xu's in blood apology:
- Unspoken Apology: Zhuan Xu's actions, such as tending to Xiao Liu's legs and allowing Shi Qi's attack, can be interpreted as an unspoken apology. The physical pain becomes a metaphorical way for Zhuan Xu to convey remorse and seek redemption for past transgressions.
Shi Qi as a Source of Comfort:
- Healing in the Present: Shi Qi's role in providing immediate comfort aligns with the theme of healing in the present moment. His gestures go beyond CX symbolic apologies, he is fully focusing on Xiao Liu's current needs. This dynamic introduces the idea that, amidst Zhuan Xu's internal struggles, Shi Qi serves as a tangible source of comfort and stability.
=>Broader Themes of Redemption and Compassion:
Redemption Through Actions:
- Actions Speak Louder:
The contrast between Zhuan Xu's internal turmoil and Shi Qi's outward gestures underscores the narrative's exploration of redemption. The narrative suggests that redemption is not solely achieved through introspection but also through tangible actions that address the consequences of one's past.
2. Compassion as a Healing Force:
° Shi Qi's Compassion:
Shi Qi's compassion becomes a potent force in Xiao Liu's journey. His ability to offer care and support exemplifies the transformative power of compassion in healing emotional wounds. This theme positions compassion as a vital element in the characters' collective quest for redemption and understanding in the novel.
This common compationate character trait, made me want to explore some more common traits between Xiao Liu/Xiao Yao and Yeshiqi/Tushan Jing: 
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Resilience:
- Both characters exhibit remarkable resilience in the face of adversity. Shi Qi's endurance of the torture inflicted by his brother and Xiao Liu's survival through a life filled with equally challenges highlight their inner strength and determination.
- Def.Resilience is the ability to withstand adversity and bounce back from difficult life events. Being resilient does not mean a person doesn't experience stress, emotional upheaval, and suffering. Resilience involves the ability to work through emotional pain and suffering.
- How do you show resilience?
Resilient people have a positive image of the future. That is, they maintain a positive outlook, and envision brighter days ahead. Resilient people have solid goals, and a desire to achieve those goals. Resilient people are empathetic and compassionate, however, they don't waste time worrying what others think of them.
Resilient people never think of themselves as victims – they focus their time and energy on changing the things that they have control over.
Resilient is to have the courage to go after our dreams, despite the very real risk that we'll fail in some way or another. Being resilient means that when we do fail, we bounce back, we have the strength to learn the lessons we need to learn, and we can move on to bigger and better things.
Empathy:
- Beyond compassion, both Shi Qi and Xiao Liu demonstrate empathy. They understand each other's pain and struggles, creating a foundation for emotional connection. This shared empathy contributes to the depth of their relationship.
- Empathy Fosters Connection :it is defined as “the feeling that you understand and share another person’s experiences and emotions” or “the ability to share someone else’s feelings.” It is looking at things from another person’s perspective and attempting to understand why they feel the way they do.
- Empathy is not easy. It requires a tremendous amount of vulnerability to listen without judgment and see yourself in another person’s struggle. Empathy can be uncomfortable especially when you are supporting someone in a dark time.
- By expressing empathy to your loved ones, you are inviting them into your inner world. When they see that you have struggles of your own, it makes them feel connected. This connection allows them to trust you and share what they are feeling. Empathy creates connection and understanding.
- https://www.psychmc.com/blogs/empathy-vs-sympathy
- Courage:
- Whether facing physical torture or confronting a concealed past, Shi Qi and Xiao Liu display courage in challenging situations. Their ability to confront difficulties head-on reflects a shared trait that contributes to their growth as characters.
- From Old French corage (French: courage), from Latin cor (“heart”). Distantly related to cardiac (“of the heart”), which is from Greek, but from the same Proto-Indo-European root.
- The attitude of facing and dealing with anything recognized as dangerous, difficult, or painful, instead of withdrawing from it; quality of being fearless or brave.
- https://www.yourdictionary.com/courage
4.Trustworthiness:
- Trust is an essential element in their relationship. Despite the complexities of their individual histories, they demonstrate trustworthiness in their interactions. This mutual trust becomes a crucial factor in navigating the uncertainties of their intertwined destinies.
- What are the five elements of trustworthiness?
Along with a general willingness to risk vulnerability, five faces of trust emerged: benevolence, reliability, competence, honesty, and openness. This conceptual formulation of faculty trust was then subjected to empirical test, which supported the theoretical underpinnings of the construct.
What is the difference between trust and trustworthy? Trust is the near-term perception or leap of faith on which to base a decision. Trustworthiness is earned through an active pattern of behavior over a period of time.
5.Protectiveness:
- Shi Qi's protective instincts, evident in his actions towards Xiao Liu, align with her own protective nature. They share a desire to shield each other from harm, emphasizing a mutual commitment to one another's well-being.
- Protecting from outer dangers, inner threats, and even accidents can show love. From the time a child is born, adults are aware that protecting is an essential expression of love.
6. Adaptability:
- Both characters exhibit adaptability in various circumstances. Whether dealing with external threats or navigating complex relationships, Shi Qi and Xiao Liu showcase the ability to adapt and evolve, contributing to their resilience in a changing world.
7.Altruism:
- Altruistic tendencies are apparent in both Shi Qi and Xiao Liu's actions. Their willingness to sacrifice for the well-being of others, as seen in Shi Qi saving Xiao Liu's life or Xiao Liu enduring hardships for the greater good, underscores their altruistic nature.
8. Complexity and Layers:
- Both characters are multifaceted, with layers of complexity that make them intriguing. This depth adds dimension to their personalities, making them more relatable and engaging for the audience and readers
9. Compassion :
Shared Compassion:
- Mutual Understanding: Both Shi Qi and Xiao Liu share a sense of understanding and compassion for each other's experiences. Shi Qi's protective nature aligns with Xiao Liu's need for stability and care, creating a symbiotic relationship built on empathy.
- Journey Towards Redemption: The presence of compassion in these characters contributes to the broader theme of redemption. It suggests that, despite past conflicts and betrayals, the capacity for compassion can serve as a catalyst for personal growth and deep mutual understanding.This point is strengthening their emotional connection. Compassion extend kindness and forgiveness toward others, even those who have intentionally transgressed.
- Compassion “In the classical teachings of the Buddhist tradition compassion is defined as the heart that trembles in the face of suffering. At times, compassion is translated as the heart that can tremble in the face of suffering. It is aspired to as the noblest quality of the human heart, the motivation underlying all meditative paths of healing and liberation.
- https://ccare.stanford.edu/research/wiki/compassion-definitions/compassion/
- “Compassion comes into the English language by way of the Latin root “passio”, which means to suffer, paired with the Latin prefix “com”, meaning together – to suffer together.
Side note- nobody is 100% this, 100% that. But there are some traits characteristics that as they are : and recurent and prime expressions of themselves, apply, not as general, but as usual characteristics. Referential. Recurent inner paterns.
Chapter 9
My Analysis Part 3
Mount of Money Vs The Moon Light
Analysis of the Novel Extracts: Chapter 9 (Continued) Mount of Money Vs The Moon Light:
The juxtaposition of the money mountain and the moonlight serves as a metaphor for Wen Xiao Liu's evolving understanding of her desires and the Grand Emperor's attempts at pampering her. The initial request for a mountain of money, fulfilled by the Grand Emperor, reflects a superficial desire that, when realized, brings little joy. The humorous scene of Xiao Liu rolling on the money mountain contrasts with the later realization that it obstructs the beauty of the moonlight she loves. The symbolic significance lies in the conflict between materialism and the appreciation of nature's beauty. Xiao Liu's preference for the moonlight over the mountain of money suggests a deeper connection to the natural aspects of life. This shift in her preferences indicates a subtle transformation in her values and desires. The Grand Emperor's continued pampering, even when Xiao Liu changes her preference, reveals his attentiveness and adaptability. His silent acknowledgment, seen through a twinkle of mirth, indicates a deeper understanding of Xiao Liu's evolving feelings. This dynamic reflects a nuanced relationship, where gestures and responses speak volumes without explicit verbal communication. In essence, this part of the narrative explores the theme of genuine understanding and the importance of aligning one's desires with authentic sources of happiness, moving beyond superficial aspirations.
Embracing Nature and Life's Annoyances:
Xiao Liu's newfound ability to walk, albeit with one crutch, symbolizes her increasing physical and emotional independence. The act of walking at sunset, embracing the warmth and sweating, becomes a metaphor for confronting life's challenges and shedding internal burdens. Her commentary on men preferring women who don't sweat juxtaposed with the idea that marrying such women might not be ideal provides insights into Xiao Liu's philosophy. She advocates for the therapeutic nature of facing life openly, allowing oneself to experience both joy and annoyance. This philosophy aligns with her character's resilience and adaptability, emphasizing the importance of embracing life in its entirety. Shi Qi's silent observation and smile indicate a shared understanding or, perhaps, an appreciation for Xiao Liu's perspective. This silent companionship contributes to the evolving dynamics between the characters, suggesting a growing connection beyond spoken words.
Emotional Release Through Humor:
- Xiao Liu's decision to play along with the situation, rolling on the money mountain despite the pain, showcases her ability to find humor in adversity. This coping mechanism aligns with her character's resilience and adaptability.
- The interaction between Zhuan Xu, Xiao Liu, and Shi Qi, all sharing in the amusement, adds a touch of camaraderie. It highlights the potential for humor to act as a bonding element, transcending the weight of past grievances.
Interpretation and Character Evolution:
Wen Xiao Liu's changing preferences and perspectives illustrate her character's depth and capacity for growth. Initially drawn to materialistic desires, her shift towards appreciating the beauty of nature signifies a maturation in her outlook. The Grand Emperor's responses reflect a nuanced understanding of Xiao Liu's evolving needs. His commitment to making her feel comfortable, even when it involves changing his gestures based on her changing preferences, demonstrates a level of care that goes beyond mere indulgence. In conclusion, these extracts delve into the complexities of desire, the symbolism of nature, and the evolving dynamics between characters.
Literary Analysis of Chapters 9 (Part 4-7): Xiao Liu's Revelation and Reunion
In this parts of the chapter, the narrative unfolds a pivotal moment in the story, marked by Xiao Liu's revelation of her true identity, her reunion with the Grand Emperor, and the subsequent interactions with Zhuan Xu and Shi Qi. These chapters delve into themes of identity, acceptance, and the complexities of relationships, providing a rich literary tapestry that enhances character development and propels the plot forward.
**1. Theme of Identity:
- The theme of identity is central to these chapters. Xiao Liu's revelation about her true identity as the daughter of the Grand Emperor and the granddaughter of the Yellow Emperor adds layers to her character. Her journey of self-discovery, marked by trials and transformations, underscores the fragility of identity and the impact of external circumstances on one's sense of self.
**2. Emotional Resonance:
- The emotional resonance of these chapters is palpable. Xiao Liu's reunion with her father, the Grand Emperor, after centuries of separation evokes a potent mix of emotions – from joy and relief to guilt and vulnerability. The emotional complexity deepens the reader's connection with the characters, making their experiences more relatable and compelling.
**3. Family Dynamics:
- Family dynamics take center stage as Xiao Liu confronts her father about the reasons for not picking her up earlier. The Grand Emperor's explanation adds nuances to the familial relationships, revealing the complexities of ruling a kingdom amidst internal strife. This exploration of family dynamics contributes to the story's realism and depth.
**4. Acceptance and Love:
- Shi Qi's acceptance of Xiao Liu despite the complications of her identity showcases a profound theme of unconditional love. His willingness to see beyond societal expectations and embrace her for who she is underscores the redemptive power of love. This theme resonates with readers as it explores the transformative nature of their genuine connections.
- Xiao Liu's actions throughout the narrative, including facing the Grand Emperor's anger and sharing her painful past, demonstrate a form of sacrificial love. She is willing to endure hardships and potential consequences for the sake of Shi Qi's well-being and understanding.
**5. Symbolism and Transformation:
- Xiao Liu's ability to transform becomes a symbolic motif throughout these chapters. Beyond its literal interpretation, transformation becomes a metaphor for personal growth, resilience, and the fluidity of identity.
**6. Foreshadowing and Intrigue:
- These chapters skillfully employ foreshadowing to hint at future challenges and conflicts. Shi Qi's acknowledgment that things have become more complicated sets the stage for potential obstacles in the characters' relationships. The narrative leaves readers intrigued, eager to unravel the mysteries and confrontations that lie ahead.
**7. Contrast in Reactions:
- The contrast in Zhuan Xu and Shi Qi's reactions to Xiao Liu's revelation adds depth to the narrative. Zhuan Xu's initial anger and frustration, juxtaposed with Shi Qi's understanding and acceptance, highlight the diverse emotional responses to Xiao Liu's past. This contrast introduces tension and sets the groundwork for character development.
**8. Narrative Structure:
- The narrative structure, weaving together past and present, contributes to the overall engagement of the reader. Flashbacks provide essential context to Xiao Liu's journey, allowing readers to empathize with her struggles and appreciate the significance of her reunion with the Grand Emperor.
In conclusion, chapters 9 (Part 4-7) of the narrative represent a poignant exploration of identity, acceptance, and familial bonds.
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Analysis of Shi Qi's Understanding and Acceptance of Xiao Liu's True Identity:
Shi Qi's understanding and acceptance of Xiao Liu's true identity play a crucial role in shaping the dynamics of their relationship. This development is significant for several reasons, and analyzing it provides insights into the characters and the overarching themes of the narrative.
1. Unconditional Acceptance:
- Shi Qi's acceptance of Xiao Liu despite her being the daughter of the Grand Emperor and the granddaughter of the Yellow Emperor speaks to the depth of his feelings for her. His willingness to embrace her, regardless of the complications and potential political implications, highlights a genuine connection that transcends societal expectations.
2. Complexity of Relationships:
- The revelation of Shi Qi's engagement to Fang Feng Yi Yang adds a layer of complexity to the narrative. Despite this pre-existing engagement, Shi Qi's acceptance of Xiao Liu suggests that his feelings for her go beyond societal norms and predetermined alliances. It hints at the complexity of emotions and personal connections that often exist beneath the surface of political arrangements.
3. Foreshadowing Future Challenges:
- Shi Qi acknowledging that things have become more complicated foreshadows potential challenges and conflicts in their relationship. This acknowledgment adds a layer of realism to their connection, recognizing that external factors and societal expectations can influence the course of their relationship.
4. Emotional Resilience of Xiao Liu:
- Xiao Liu's past, marked by loneliness, fear, and a loss of identity, makes Shi Qi's acceptance even more poignant. It becomes a source of emotional support for Xiao Liu, offering her a sense of belonging and understanding that she has long sought. This dynamic reinforces the theme of resilience in the face of adversity.
5. Shi Qi's Emotional Intelligence:
- Shi Qi's ability to navigate the complexities of Xiao Liu's identity reveals his emotional intelligence. He understands her fears, guilt, and the internal conflict she faces. This emotional awareness not only strengthens their connection but also positions Shi Qi as a character with depth and sensitivity.
6. Symbolism of Transformation:
- Xiao Liu's transformative abilities become symbolic of personal growth and acceptance. Shi Qi's ability to see beyond her external identity and connect with the person beneath the transformations reflects a deeper understanding of love that goes beyond physical appearances.
7. Contrast with Zhuan Xu's Reaction:
- Shi Qi's acceptance stands in contrast to Zhuan Xu's initial anger and frustration. While Zhuan Xu struggles with his emotions and the pain Xiao Liu endured, Shi Qi takes a more accepting and understanding stance. This contrast emphasizes the diversity of reactions to Xiao Liu's revelations and sets the stage for further exploration of these relationships.
8. Building Trust:
- Shi Qi's acceptance contributes to the gradual building of trust between him and Xiao Liu. Trust is a foundational element in any relationship, and Shi Qi's ability to accept Xiao Liu for who she is fosters an environment where she can be more open and vulnerable.
In conclusion, Shi Qi's understanding and acceptance of Xiao Liu's true identity serve as a pivotal moment in their relationship. It adds depth to the characters, explores themes of love and acceptance, and foreshadows potential challenges for them both.
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Analysis of Xiao Liu and Yeshiqi in chapter 9
1. Sacrifices and Risks:
- Xiao Liu takes significant risks and makes sacrifices for Shi Qi. Despite her fears and uncertainties about revealing her true identity, she decides to share her past with him. Opening up about her painful experiences, including her time with the Nine-tailed fox, is a vulnerable act that demonstrates her trust and willingness to be honest with Shi Qi.
2. Emotional Connection:
- The emotional connection between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi goes beyond the physical. Xiao Liu's willingness to share her deepest, most painful memories suggests a desire for emotional intimacy with Shi Qi. This kind of vulnerability is often associated with a deep emotional bond.
3. Protective Instinct:
- Xiao Liu's protective instincts, such as shielding Shi Qi from the Grand Emperor's anger and ensuring his comfort, indicate a strong emotional attachment. Her actions go beyond mere friendship, suggesting a level of care and concern that is often associated with romantic love.
4. Shi Qi's Acceptance:
- Shi Qi's acceptance of Xiao Liu, despite her complicated history and shape-shifting abilities, is a key element. Xiao Liu's fear of rejection and abandonment is alleviated by Shi Qi's understanding and unconditional support. This acceptance can contribute to the deepening of romantic feelings.
5. Intimacy and Closeness:
- The intimate moments between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi, such as him covering her with a blanket and their close interaction during her revelation, imply a level of closeness that transcends mere friendship. These gestures can be interpreted as manifestations of affection and love.
6. Sacrificial Love:
- Xiao Liu's actions throughout the narrative, including facing the Grand Emperor's anger and sharing her painful past, demonstrate a form of sacrificial love. She is willing to endure hardships and potential consequences for the sake of Shi Qi's well-being and understanding.
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"Actually, I don’t care who you are. You are just you. Except things have become more and more complicated." - Shi Qi
- This quote encapsulates Shi Qi's unconditional acceptance of Xiao Liu. Regardless of her complicated background and identity, he sees her for who she truly is, emphasizing the importance of personal essence over external factors.
"I don’t know either. You should go ask the Grand Emperor, perhaps he will know why." - Shi Qi
- Shi Qi's acknowledgment that he doesn't fully understand Xiao Liu's situation but suggests seeking answers from the Grand Emperor underscores his trust in Xiao Liu's family to provide clarity. It also reflects his openness to understanding her complexities.
"I can’t see your true form so I feel like you’re hiding in a shell. I’m scared that if I open the shell, you’ll run away again." - Zhuan Xu
- Zhuan Xu's metaphorical language of Xiao Liu hiding in a shell and his fear of her running away highlights the vulnerability and fear that Xiao Liu's transformative abilities may have instilled in her. It also illustrates the fragility of her emotional state.
"You’ll find your true form." - Shi Qi
- Shi Qi's reassurance reflects his belief in Xiao Liu's journey towards self-discovery and acceptance. The notion of finding one's true form extends beyond physical appearance, encompassing a deeper understanding of oneself.
Literary Analysis:
Symbolism of Transformation:
- Xiao Liu's shape-shifting abilities serve as a powerful symbol of personal growth and acceptance. The transformative nature of her identity mirrors the broader theme of self-discovery and the fluidity of identity over time. Her journey becomes a metaphor for the complexities of individuality.
Acceptance Beyond Physicality:
- Shi Qi's acceptance of Xiao Liu, irrespective of her changing appearances, symbolizes a love that transcends physical attributes. It emphasizes the idea that true acceptance is rooted in understanding and appreciating the essence of a person, independent of external changes.
Metaphor for Emotional Struggles:
- Xiao Liu's struggle with maintaining a consistent appearance can be seen as a metaphor for the emotional challenges she faces. The inability to hold onto a stable identity reflects the internal turmoil and uncertainty she grapples with, adding depth to her character.
Trust and Vulnerability:
- The act of Xiao Liu revealing her past to Shi Qi showcases a level of trust and vulnerability. Her willingness to share her darkest moments becomes a pivotal moment in their relationship, highlighting the transformative power of opening up to others.
Journey Towards Self-Discovery:
- Xiao Liu's quest to find her true form is not just a physical endeavor but a journey towards self-discovery and self-acceptance. The theme encourages readers to reflect on the idea that true identity goes beyond external appearances and is an evolving, introspective process.
- Xiao Liu's quest to find her true form is not just a physical endeavor but a journey towards self-discovery and self-acceptance. The theme encourages readers to reflect on the idea that true identity goes beyond external appearances and is an evolving, introspective process.
- => Rejuvenate Hall - Rejuvenate Flower sealed weapon
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"Actually, I don’t care who you are. You are just you. Except things have become more and more complicated." - Shi Qi
- This quote encapsulates Shi Qi's unconditional acceptance of Xiao Liu. Regardless of her complicated background and identity, he sees her for who she truly is, emphasizing the importance of personal essence over external factors.
"I don’t know either. You should go ask the Grand Emperor, perhaps he will know why." - Shi Qi
- Shi Qi's acknowledgment that he doesn't fully understand Xiao Liu's situation but suggests seeking answers from the Grand Emperor underscores his trust in Xiao Liu's family to provide clarity. It also reflects his openness to understanding her complexities.
"I can’t see your true form so I feel like you’re hiding in a shell. I’m scared that if I open the shell, you’ll run away again." - Zhuan Xu
- Zhuan Xu's metaphorical language of Xiao Liu hiding in a shell and his fear of her running away highlights the vulnerability and fear that Xiao Liu's transformative abilities may have instilled in her. It also illustrates the fragility of her emotional state.
"You’ll find your true form." - Shi Qi
- Shi Qi's reassurance reflects his belief in Xiao Liu's journey towards self-discovery and acceptance. The notion of finding one's true form extends beyond physical appearance, encompassing a deeper understanding of oneself.
Literary Analysis:
Symbolism of Transformation:
- Xiao Liu's shape-shifting abilities serve as a powerful symbol of personal growth and acceptance. The transformative nature of her identity mirrors the broader theme of self-discovery and the fluidity of identity over time. Her journey becomes a metaphor for the complexities of individuality.
Acceptance Beyond Physicality:
- Shi Qi's acceptance of Xiao Liu, irrespective of her changing appearances, symbolizes a love that transcends physical attributes. It emphasizes the idea that true acceptance is rooted in understanding and appreciating the essence of a person, independent of external changes.
Trust and Vulnerability:
- The act of Xiao Liu revealing her past to Shi Qi showcases a level of trust and vulnerability. Her willingness to share her darkest moments becomes a pivotal moment in their relationship, highlighting the transformative power of opening up to others.
Journey Towards Self-Discovery:
- Xiao Liu's quest to find her true form is not just a physical endeavor but a journey towards self-discovery and self-acceptance. The theme encourages readers to reflect on the idea that true identity goes beyond external appearances and is an evolving, introspective process.
Xiao Liu's journey toward self-discovery and acceptance can be seen from a jungian perspective, as an attempt to integrate her various personas into a cohesive identity. This aligns with psychological theories that emphasize the importance of integrating different aspects of the self for psychological well-being.
"You’ll find your true form." - Shi Qi 
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@Peng-Peng: It would be out of character
You pointed out the potential subtleties in Jing's response and the Grand Emperor's subsequent inquiries. It's indeed very possible that Jing's discomfort and the Grand Emperor's probing suggest a deeper connection between Jing and Xiao Liu (Xiao Yao), which the Grand Emperor is keen to understand.
Your perspective highlights the tension in the scene and suggests that the Grand Emperor might be aware of the unspoken dynamics between Jing and Xiao Liu. Jing's uneasiness could stem from the fact that he is engaged but also has a close relationship with Xiao Liu, and the Grand Emperor might be subtly questioning the nature of that relationship.
Wich in the drama is very palpable...(ep.15).
Chapter 10 : Who Knows Your Sorrow:
Part 1
Abstract
Shi Qi stood under the awning to avoid Ah Nian and after she left he came over “You really want to go to Little Zhu Yen’s Autumn Tournament?”
Xiao Liu nodded “Zhuan Xu will go so I want to go with him. Before my dad announces me officially, before things completely change around me, I want to sneak in some last bit of freedom and fun.”
“Are you very close with Zhuan Xu?”
Xiao Liu answered “I’ve never thought about whether we’re close or not. We fought as kids, we argued as kids, I called him Gege when I was happy, I called him Zhuan Xu when I wasn’t. We played together, we laughed together, we ate from the same rice bowl, we slept under the same blanket. When I saw him hurt I wanted the pain to fall on me. When I saw others mock him I was in so much pain for him. Gege’s suffered a lot all these years, his parents both died when he was small, and later my Mom raised him. After my Mom died in battle he was all alone, and when he was still small his various royal uncles all forced him to Gao Xing. Xuan Yuan is his homeland but there is no support for him there. He appears to be doing well in Gao Xing living as a Prince, but he’s been exiled here and even the maids can look down on him. They think he survives by the grace of the Grand Emperor. We’ve been apart for far too long so I don’t exactly what he’s endured, but right now all I want to do is spend more time with him.”
“Do you wish to stay here by their side?”
“I’m willing to spend time with them. But I’m lazy now and don’t want to be the Gao Xing Eldest Princess. But knowing my dad, my grandfather, Zhuan Xu’s personality……even Ah Nian that clueless one knows that it’s pointless to go up against them.” Xiao Liu sighed “If I didn’t reappear it would be fine, but I’m here now so they will never allow me to return to being Wen Xiao Liu. I ran away before not because I was angry at them, it was also because I knew that once I returned to my real identity, it would be harder to leave here than to ascend to the Heavens.”
Shi Qi looked at Xiao Liu “A person cannot choose their birth, even if we are unwilling, we must accept it.”
Shi Qi smiled warmly, a clear and gentle smile “If a heart is like a clean moon, even in the darkened clouds it will pass and the moon will return.”
Xiao Liu pointed to her heart and asked half in jest half serious “But if the lady’s heart is tainted, then will my lord’s heart be clear like the moon and shine it on the lady’s heart.”
Thai ver (book vol 2 page 14) on purple highlighted part..
There is a line before Shi Qi talked about the moon.
เสี่ยวลิ่วยิ้มเฝื่อนให้สือชี "เจ้าช่างสลับซับซ้อนยิ่ง ข้าก็สลับซับซ้อนยิ่ง สิบห้าปีให้หลัง ที่แท้จะเป็นเช่นไรกันนะ?"
สือชียิ้มละไม รอยยิ้มสดใสอบอุ่น "หากใจเป็นดั่งจันทรา สรรพสิ่ง ทั่วหล้าแปรเปลี่ยน เฉกเช่นเมฆาเคลื่อนคล้อย ลอยเลื่อนบดบังแสง เดือน มาตรแม้นหม่นหมองมืดมิด สักวันจักล้วนสลายมองเห็นจันทราหระจ่าง"
เสี่ยวลิ่วยิ้มพลางชี้ที่หัวใจตน กล่าวกึ่งเล่นกึ่งจริงว่า "เสียดายที่ใจน้องนั้น มืดมิดดั่งหมึกย้อม หากว่า ใจพี่มีจันทรา แล้วไซร้ ขอใจพี่เพียร สงจันทราสู่ใจน้อง"
My Translation...
Xiao Liu smiled awkwardly at Shi Qi. "You are complicated. I am also complicated. After 15 years pass, what will really happen?
Shi Qi smiled smoothly. His smile was fresh warm. "If a heart is like the moon, all things in world are changing just like the moving cloud covering the moonlight, making it pale and dark. Someday it will be destroyed and the moon will be seen clearly"
Xiao Liu was smiling and pointing to her heart, spoke with half seriousness annd half playfuness, "It is a pity that my heart is as dark as dyed by the dark ink. If my lord has the moon in the heart. Please let your heart shine on mine."
Remark: In Koala version of translation for the part of Xiao Liu poetic talk on the moon, I have translated "I" rather than "the lady". Because thai translator had used the word nong "น้อง" which means younger sister or brother ....but it also used to indicate first person(especially when a woman is using) when addressing to older siblings, boyfriend or husband. I decided to share the thai ver too because although it has almost same meaning there is a little different because there is no if (in Xiao Liu speech) in thai ver. And also Koala is missing one line. But Koala is really good though.
From the original Chinese Text Shared by peng-peng.
TH Chinese text below
十七凝视着小六，说道：“人不能选择自己的出身，纵然不愿，也只能接受。”
小六对十七苦笑，“你，很复杂，我，很复杂，十五年后，究竟会怎么样呢？”
十七微微而笑，笑容明净温暖，“心若如明月，诸般变化都如浮云遮月，再纷扰晦暗，最终都会浮云散、明月出。”
小六笑指着自己的心，半真半假地说：“奈何妾心如墨染，若君心有明月，望君能常使明月向妾心。”
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Seventeen stared at Xiao Liu and said, "People can't choose their own origin. Even if they don't want to, they can only accept it."
Xiao Liu smiled bitterly at seventeen, "You are very complicated, I am very complicated, what will happen in fifteen years?"
Seventeen smiled slightly, and the smile was bright and warm. "If the heart is like a bright moon, all kinds of changes are like floating clouds covering the moon. If you disturb the darkness again, the clouds will eventually disperse and the bright moon will come out."
Xiao Liu smiled and pointed to his heart and said half-true and half falsely, "But my concubine's heart is like ink. If there is a bright moon in your heart, I hope you can always make the bright moon to my concubine's heart."
My Thoughts
Xiao Liu was still saying how she wanted to enjoy her free life first before becoming princess of Gao Xing again. With her saying about her getting out from Gao Xing again because both Grand Emperor and Zhuan Xu will not allow her to, still confirm me that not continuing her free life must have concerned in her not wanting to come back to Gao Xing since begining.
A person cannot choose birth
Our origin is something that is hard to escape. We need to embrace what we are born with and make the best out of it for life. And our Xiao Liu is accepting it. And she had sympathy for her cousin, gege, Zhuan Xu in which he had to be exiled to Gao Xing. Although Grand Emperor was very nice to Zhuan Xu, life was still difficult for him and his four uncles at his homeland, Xuan Yuan, making him not able to return there.
The dark cloud on the moon
The discussion about the moon between Shi Qi and Xiao Liu is romantic for me. It started out all with her talking about their 15 years promise because things are complicated now since they will no longer be Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xiao Liu without any ties. Now they have to embrace the title if Tushan Jing and Gao Xing Princess and all the ties that come with it. Would they be able to be together after that?
Then Shi Qi talked about how things can be changing and moving like the cloud which will cover the moon, however when the time comes the cloud needed to be moving away again. The moon will be shining again.
And with Xiao Liu reply, the way I understand the meaning that her heart is sort of dyed dark, hard to open up, therefore Jing/Shi Qi need to lead her to open up her heart.
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