Chapter 10:
Part 5
Abstract
Zhuan Xu patted Xiao Yao’s hand and said nothing. He always thought Xiao Yao would grow up like Ah Nian in the sunlight surrounded by rainbows, never seeing any darkness or danger. Like a Spring flower blooming so beautiful and pure. If Xiao Yao was like that, then Zhuan Xu would do everything in his power to protect her. But Xiao Yao today was not like he imagined, yet he wasn’t disappointed. Instead he felt like this was the Xiao Yao he really wanted, no, she was even better than he could have envisioned. Despite the long time apart, they could still immediately understand what each other was thinking. Whether it was beautiful, whether it was ugly, one was not afraid to show it, the other completely understood it.
“I have something to tell you.” Some things Xiao Yao kept inside and still never dared to share. She felt revealing it would be a mistake, would be deep pain, but not saying it felt like a bug growing inside her body gnawing at her insides. Only to Zhuan Xu could she share it without any hesitation.
“Tell me!” Zhuan Xu immediately said.
“That Nine-tailed fox said I wasn’t my daddy’s daughter. He said that mom was a slut and cheated on my dad with General Qi Yo of the Sheng Nong Kingdom. He said I was really the demon spawn of the most vicious monster who ever lived Qi Yo.” The Nine-tailed fox constantly insulted Xiao Yao’s mom, and initially she was angry and didn’t believe him, but after thirty years of hearing him say it over and over again, she started to get confused.
Zhuan Xu shot up and stared in shock at Xiao Yao. So this was the real reason she was too scared to come home.
Xiao Yao’s eyes were filled with confusion and terror “The Nine-tailed fox said that Qi Yo and my Mom were a pair of adulterous lovers and I was their love child. He said my mom was devious and lied to my dad and to the entire world by passing me off. If my dad knew the truth, he would destroy the demon spawn that was me……”
“Be quiet!” Zhuan Xu slapped his hand over Xiao Yao’s hand “You believe the words of that demon fox? Auntie killed Qi Yo with her own hands! Plus Master is so smart, how could he not know you’re not his daughter? Be honest with yourself, how does Master treat you?”
Xiao Liu stared at Zhuan Xu with her tears filled with tears “So I’m daddy’s daughter?”
Zhuan Xu said with absolute certainty “You are definitely Master’s daughter!”
Dad and Gege were both the smartest of the lot, and if those two smart men reached that conclusion, then Xiao Liu finally relaxed and smiled “Yes, I’m too foolish, I have to be daddy’s daughter!”
Zhuan Xu said “Master is a great man. Years ago when my four royal uncles wanted to eliminate me, I remembered my dad told me when he was still alive about the friendship between our eldest uncle and Master. Auntie also told me before that if I ever ran into any problems to write a letter to the Grand Emperor asking for help. I wrote to him when I had no other option left and he wrote back welcoming me to Five Gods Mountain anytime. When I came I was filled with trepidation, but he treated me like I was his real son. He taught me how to run a nation and when I did well he was proud of me and when I made mistakes he never hesitated to punish me. One time I was injured by an assassin and he encouraged me to train my own personal guards. Do you know that my guards cannot even take orders from him. One time he purposely ordered something contrary to my orders, and those guards who listened to him were then killed because he told me that the people who guarded my life could only be loyal to me.”
Xiao Liu said “Daddy is so great, then why would my Mom divorce him? I used to think it was because Dad did something wrong to Mom, but you see Ah Nian’s mom. Ah Nian’s real name is Gao Xing Yi, and Yi means memory while Nian means missing. Her name is all about missing someone and past memories. If Daddy was so missing the past and only had my Mom in his heart, then why would my Mom not want my Dad? Sometimes I really hate her!”
Zhuan Xu remembered his mom and said with a sigh “I don’t know! We can’t understand them! Sometimes I hate my mom, too. Right before she committed suicide, she held me in her arms and begged me to forgive her. She gave birth to me and then abandoned me. How can I forgive her?”
Xiao Liu said “In the future if I had kids, I will never leave them no matter what happens.”
Zhuan Xu said “In the future when I marry a wife, I will ask for her whether she’ll die if I die first. If she wants to die with me then I don’t want her!”
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Zhuan Xu smiled matter-of-factly “The road to power is always littered with blood and bones. I don’t just want to go back to Cao Yun Court, I want the entire Xuan Yuan Mountain.” In front of others he was always refined and charming, the noble young master who excelled at the arts and socializing. Only in front of Xiao Yao did he show his ruthlessness and ambition.
Xiao Yao laughed “You go fight for it then!” Just like a phoenix was destined to rise to the Heavens, Zhuan Xu was born to wield power. She knew that truth since she was very small.
Zhuan Xu said “Right now everyone in the Xuan Yuan Court is aligned with our royal uncles. I once used the merman tribe to request a summons to bring Prince Zhuan Xu back to Xuan Yuan and it was immediately opposed by the entire court. So if I am to go back, I need an excuse that no one can oppose. For that I’m going to need to use you.”
Xiao Yao smiled “You can use me all you want.”
Zhuan Xu’s face was nestled in the palm of Xiao Yao’s hand and he said in a low voice “It’s so good to have you back. I’m not fighting all alone anymore.”
“Hey, I never said I was going to help you and fight with you.”
Zhuan Xu lifted his head and smiled “You don’t want to help? But its too bad because I’m your Gege! So even if you don’t want to help, the moment I’m in danger you’ll come running to help anyways.”
Xiao Liu smacked him “You’re shameless! People say a brother needs to protect his little sister, but you’ve got it switched around and are shamelessly waiting for me to protect you!”
Zhuan Xu sighed “I have no choice, I haven’t been able to win in a fight with you since we were kids.”
“And you’re not embarrassed to bring that up now?”
“Xiao Yao” Zhuan Xu’s teasing faded and he got serious “You’ve been whatever goes for so long, but I know you won’t be able to sit back and watch me without getting involved. Once I go back to Xuan Yuan, whatever I do will clearly impact you. The people who want to get rid of me will try and harm you. So why should I act like you won’t get involved? Rather than vowing not to get you involved, I’d rather tell you up front so you are better prepared.”
Xiao Yao patted Zhuan Xu’s hand to indicate that she understood. She said “Zhuan Xu, do you remember? When grandmother was about to die, she grabbed both our hands and said that we were poor children and that we needed to stick to each other from then on and take care of each other.”
“I remember.” It was long engraved in his heart, how could he forget? Zhuan Xu vividly remembered their grandmother’s dying request. Because his parents died so tragically, he grew up very young and he solemnly promised grandmother that he would protect his sister for life. Xiao Yao didn’t understand at that time so she merely copied him and promised to protect her Gege for life.
My thoughts will be in the next reply.
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Chapter 10
Part 5
My Thoughts
Xiao Yao & Zhuan Xu
Xiao Yao's Fear Inside
It's only finally when Xiao Yao and Zhuan Xu were together alone that she was able to reveal her true fear inside. She feared always that she might be the bastard child and her mother might be adulterous. And she scared it might be true. But Zhuan Xu comforted it wasn't.
Zhuan Xu's Wrecked Feelings On Parents'Love
In my opinion, Zhuan Xu's mother suicide to be his dad, leaving him, must have impact on Zhuan Xu take on love and marriages. I think he always thought his mother must be so irresponsibility and such love must be a absurd.
Grand Emperor Teaching Of Politics&Wars
According to how Zhuan Xu describe on Grand Emperor, as an Emperor, indeed he has to be ruthless and taught Zhuan Xu like he was his own even to kill off the guards whom had been appointed to Zhuan Xu when the guards were not only listening Zhuan Xu's order. It was really strict and also a bit of ruthless. However, when managing army and running a nation, those ruthless acts must be involved.
Zhuan Xu's Depending On Xiao Yao
Zhuan Xu was very frank about how he needed Xiao Yao in his journey to conquer throne. He was so sure about their strong bond, comfort in each other. With Xiao Yao already using her life to protect him. With Xiao Yao, he craved to depend on her.
Promise To Protect Each Other
Their promise to protect each other started since they were kids they vow to protect each other in front of their grandmother and mothers. Again this promise is now revoked.
In chapter 10 we also learnt about A Nian's real name meaning, Gao Xing Yi which means "missing". It was like A Nian was a substitute for Xiao Yao. Zhuan Xu had treated A Nian like his own sister and protected her the way he wanted to protect Xiao Yao. Nevertheless, he appreciated how strong Xiao Yao had become.
Chapter 10
Wrap Up
Remark : Click on links for the abstract taken from novel . Reference: Koala Playground.
Part 1
My Thoughts
Xiao Liu was still saying how she wanted to enjoy her free life first before becoming princess of Gao Xing again. With her saying about her getting out from Gao Xing again because both Grand Emperor and Zhuan Xu will not allow her to, still confirm me that not continuing her free life must have concerned in her not wanting to come back to Gao Xing since begining.
A person cannot choose birth
Our origin is something that is hard to escape. We need to embrace what we are born with and make the best out of it for life. And our Xiao Liu is accepting it. And she had sympathy for her cousin, gege, Zhuan Xu in which he had to be exiled to Gao Xing. Although Grand Emperor was very nice to Zhuan Xu, life was still difficult for him and his four uncles at his homeland, Xuan Yuan, making him not able to return there.
The dark cloud on the moon
The discussion about the moon between Shi Qi and Xiao Liu is romantic for me. It started out all with her talking about their 15 years promise because things are complicated now since they will no longer be Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xiao Liu without any ties. Now they have to embrace the title if Tushan Jing and Gao Xing Princess and all the ties that come with it. Would they be able to be together after that?
Then Shi Qi talked about how things can be changing and moving like the cloud which will cover the moon, however when the time comes the cloud needed to be moving away again. The moon will be shining again.
And with Xiao Liu reply, the way I understand the meaning that her heart is sort of dyed dark, hard to open up, therefore Jing/Shi Qi need to lead her to open up her heart.
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Part 2
Dinner Time with Harmony
This is a short scene. Yet heart warming.
It states the character of Xiao Yao/Xiao Liu at dinner table manners. She was not a proper lady since the beginning.
Her father, Grand Emperor, and Zhuan Xu did not mind, although Zhuan Xu was sort of ready to laugh at her.
Jing/Shi Qi was as usual too assisting his Wen Xiao Liu.
I am sure everything was making Xiao Liu/ Xiao Yao comfortable and felt like home.
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Part 3
Father's Authority and Protection
This is truely father and daughter reunion scene. And our Xiao Liu/Xiao Yao was finally relaxed and happy.
Grand Emperor was saying his authority was something to protect his daughter. Grand Emperor was ready to pamper Xiao Yao.
The whole scene was nostalgic for Xiao Yao but also refreshing start.
The Birth Mark
There is now the explanation of the birth mark on Xiao Yao's forehead, which makes her able to change appearances as she liked.
However, Xiao Yao at the moment, just want to be her authentic self rather than any disguised beauty.
She is now back to home. And she wanted
her original self back.
Part 4
The Chess Play
The chess play scene was humorous and fun. But it also tells about the characters well. The romantic attraction between Wen Xao Liu and Ye Shi Qi is presented with words Shi Qi's heart beat and Wen Xiao Liu's heart leapt. Zhaun Xu's reaction towards Xiao Liu is still that of a big brother who got annoyed at his little sister naughty act. He was all disappointed when Xiao Liu wanted to play chess when Shi Qi had agree.
The way Shi Qi taught Xiao Liu to play chess is not like he is all after what she want. But he was seriously teaching her even if it isn't the interest of Wen Xiao Liu. The action tells Shi Qi aka Jing character of being patient and also caring towards Xiao Liu but also serious with what they are actually doing.
Farewell & Maintaining Promise
It is now a time for Shi Qi to back to Tushan Clan to clear things off.
15 years promised is spoken again. He asked her again to give him time and locked the heart. It was clear Xiao Liu agreed to this promise because she longed for him too, because she could not severed.
We can clearly Shi Qi was in love with her just like any decent or ordinary man would be in love. The only fact is he is not letting go. He was in love with her even before he could see her true female. Their male female attraction is just very pure raw. I mean Xiao Liu attraction to Shi Qi was when he was still in bandage. And Shi Qi attraction to Xiao Liu was when she was still in false form.
Regardless of their appearances, their hearts beat.
The promise is just a promise because there is no gurantee that it could be definetly fulfilled. Whether it would disappear or become a woven web, nobody just know yet.
Part 5
Xiao Yao & Zhuan Xu
Xiao Yao's Fear Inside
It's only finally when Xiao Yao and Zhuan Xu were together alone that she was able to reveal her true fear inside. She feared always that she might be the bastard child and her mother might be adulterous. And she scared it might be true. But Zhuan Xu comforted it wasn't.
Zhuan Xu's Wrecked Feelings On Parents'Love
In my opinion, Zhuan Xu's mother suicide to be his dad, leaving him, must have impact on Zhuan Xu take on love and marriages. I think he always thought his mother must be so irresponsibility and such love must be a absurd.
Grand Emperor Teaching Of Politics&Wars
According to how Zhuan Xu describe on Grand Emperor, as an Emperor, indeed he has to be ruthless and taught Zhuan Xu like he was his own even to kill off the guards whom had been appointed to Zhuan Xu when the guards were not only listening Zhuan Xu's order. It was really strict and also a bit of ruthless. However, when managing army and running a nation, those ruthless acts must be involved.
Zhuan Xu's Depending On Xiao Yao
Zhuan Xu was very frank about how he needed Xiao Yao in his journey to conquer throne. He was so sure about their strong bond, comfort in each other. With Xiao Yao already using her life to protect him. With Xiao Yao, he craved to depend on her.
Promise To Protect Each Other
Their promise to protect each other started since they were kids they vow to protect each other in front of their grandmother and mothers. Again this promise is now revoked.
Wrap Up
In this chapter, the promise and bond between Xiao Yao and Zhuan Xu is shown. It revoked as Zhuan Xu admitted he will need Xiao Yao in jounrnet his goal both in emotion and her power. The chapter also showed Xiao Yao was attached to Grand Emperor as her father and her fear was that she was not, and also concerned about her mother's actions. And Zhuan Xu loathe how his parents died together, leaving him alone. A Nian, Gao Xing Yi ....Yi has a meaning of "missing". So A Nian may be presented a substitute for Xiao Yao to both Grand Emperor and Zhuan Xu. With the old promise coming back, another new promise was maintained too. Despite having ties to his family, Jing could not let go of Wen Xiao Liu but it makes thing more difficult for him when she truly was Princess of Gao Xing. Xiao Yao hated waiting and not believe in promises. However, since she has longing for Jing which she could not severed she is willing to wait 15 years.
CHAPTER 10 :
LITERALY ANALYSIS - SYMBOLS:
Qi Qing Garden: Symbolizes Nostalgia and Childhood:
Qi Qing Garden serves as a symbol of Xiao Liu's childhood and the memories associated with her mother. Its depiction as a place of water, flora, and exotic animals conveys a sense of nostalgia and innocence.
Pavilion and Doodles:
Symbol of Unchanging Bonds: The pavilion with preserved doodles becomes a powerful symbol of unchanging bonds and memories. Xiao Liu's childhood drawings, untouched despite renovations, represent the enduring connection between father and daughter.
Face Forming Flower:
Symbol of Identity and Transformation: The Face Forming Flower symbolizes Xiao Liu's struggle with identity. Its ability to change faces reflects the theme of transformation, mirroring Xiao Liu's internal conflict about her true self.
Chess Game:
Metaphor for Life's Complexity: The chess game between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi serves as a metaphor for life's complexity and unpredictability. Xiao Liu's chaotic moves reflect the unpredictability of her life, while Shi Qi's patience and guidance symbolize a supportive presence.
Stars and Sky:
Symbol of Fate and Connection: The moments of star-gazing symbolize the characters' contemplation of fate and connection. Looking at the stars becomes a shared activity, emphasizing the interconnectedness of their lives.
Characters:
Xiao Liu (Xiao Yao):
Complex Identity: Xiao Liu 's character embodies the theme of identity. Her fear of losing her true face and the revelation of the Face Forming Flower delve into her internal struggle with authenticity and acceptance.
Resilience and Playfulness: Xiao Liu's resilience is evident in her ability to adapt to various circumstances. Her playful and carefree nature, as seen in her interactions with Zhuan Xu and Shi Qi, adds a layer of endearment to her character.
- Part 1 Analysis: Key Points: Reflection on the Concept of Time: Xiao Liu contemplates the passage of time and its impact on identity. The theme of time is introduced, setting the stage for a narrative that will explore the consequences of the temporal dimension on personal experiences. Nostalgia and Loss: The mention of the "countless fragments of the past" suggests a longing for moments gone by. Xiao Liu is haunted by memories, indicating a sense of nostalgia and perhaps a tinge of loss or regret. Quotes and Extracts: "Time is a poison that can't be washed away, a river that can't be crossed." This quote captures Xiao Liu's view of time as a destructive force, leaving an indelible mark on individuals. "Nostalgia was like a ghost, something Xiao Liu could neither see nor touch." The comparison of nostalgia to a ghost emphasizes its intangibility, highlighting its haunting nature.
- Analysis: Part 1 establishes the foundational themes of time, nostalgia, and shared experiences. Xiao Liu's introspection hints at a complex relationship with the past and suggests that time has not been entirely kind to her. The river, foreshadow the interconnectedness of characters and the exploration of their collective sorrows. Part 2 Analysis: Key Points: Encounter with the Nine-tailed Fox: Xiao Liu encounters the Nine-tailed Fox, a mystical being with the ability to discern the truths hidden in one's heart. The fox introduces a sense of mystery and prophecy. Revelation of Xiao Liu's True Identity: The Nine-tailed Fox unveils a shocking revelation about Xiao Liu's identity, claiming that she is not the daughter of the Grand Emperor. The Face-Changing Peach Blossom Birthmark: Xiao Liu's face-changing ability is revealed to be linked to a magical object, the Face Forming Flower, manifested as a peach blossom birthmark.
- Quotes and Extracts: "This Nine-tailed fox, his words were more poisonous than a snake." The comparison to a snake emphasizes the malevolent nature of the Nine-tailed Fox's words. "The seeds of doubt were planted." The revelation about Xiao Liu's identity introduces doubt and raises questions about her true origins. "My face changing is not some weird disease. It’s because you have a magical spiritual object in your body called the Face Forming Flower." The explanation of the Face Forming Flower offers insight into the source of Xiao Liu's unique ability. Analysis: Part 2 intensifies the narrative by introducing a mystical element through the Nine-tailed Fox. The revelation of Xiao Liu's true identity and the magical object inside her sets the stage for an exploration of her past and the challenges she will face in reconciling her identity. Part 3 Analysis: Key Points: Confrontation with Doubts and Fears: Xiao Liu grapples with the doubts sown by the Nine-tailed Fox. Her fears about her identity and the potential consequences of the revealed truth come to the forefront. Reunion with Zhuan Xu: Zhuan Xu, Xiao Liu's elder brother, makes his appearance. Their reunion is marked by mixed emotions as they navigate the complexities of their relationship. Zhuan Xu's Promise and Protection: Zhuan Xu reassures Xiao Liu and promises to protect her. His commitment becomes a source of comfort for Xiao Liu in the face of uncertainty.
- Quotes and Extracts: "Daddy doesn’t love me anymore." Xiao Liu's fear of losing her father's love reflects the emotional impact of the revealed doubts on her sense of belonging. "I’m willing to protect you for the rest of your life." Zhuan Xu's promise to protect Xiao Liu strengthens the familial bonds and provides a sense of security. Analysis: Part 3 delves into Xiao Liu's emotional turmoil as she confronts doubts about her identity. The reunion with Zhuan Xu adds a familial dimension to the narrative, introducing themes of protection and support.
- Part 4 Analysis: Key Points: Stroll in Qi Qing Garden: Xiao Liu and the Grand Emperor share a moment in Qi Qing Garden, evoking memories of her childhood. The garden becomes a symbolic space representing familial bonds and shared history. Revelation about the Face Forming Flower: The Grand Emperor reveals the true nature of the Face Forming Flower and promises to help Xiao Liu find her true face. Acceptance of Princess Status: Xiao Liu expresses a desire not to be the Gao Xing Eldest Princess, but the Grand Emperor emphasizes the importance of her role and protection. Quotes and Extracts: "Xiao Liu strolled here and felt her nose getting twitchy and her eyes tearing up." The emotional connection to Qi Qing Garden highlights its significance in Xiao Liu's past. "A daughter’s tears is a father’s lacking." The Grand Emperor's acknowledgment of his paternal role adds a layer of emotional depth to their relationship. "Daddy, are you sure you’re teaching your daughter the right things?" Xiao Liu's playful remark reflects the evolving dynamics between father and daughter. Analysis: Part 4 focuses on the emotional reunion between Xiao Liu and the Grand Emperor in Qi Qing Garden. The revelation about the Face Forming Flower deepens the understanding of Xiao Liu's unique abilities. The acceptance of her role as the Gao Xing Eldest Princess becomes a pivotal moment in her character development.
Key Points - Simple version:
Part 1 Analysis:
Key Points:
- Reflection on the Concept of Time: Xiao Liu contemplates the passage of time and its impact on identity. The theme of time is introduced, setting the stage for a narrative that will explore the consequences of the temporal dimension on personal experiences.
- Nostalgia and Loss: The mention of the "countless fragments of the past" suggests a longing for moments gone by. Xiao Liu is haunted by memories, indicating a sense of nostalgia and perhaps a tinge of loss or regret.
Quotes and Extracts:
- "Time is a poison that can't be washed away, a river that can't be crossed."
- This quote captures Xiao Liu's view of time as a destructive force, leaving an indelible mark on individuals.
- "Nostalgia was like a ghost, something Xiao Liu could neither see nor touch."
- The comparison of nostalgia to a ghost emphasizes its intangibility, highlighting its haunting nature.
Analysis: Part 1 establishes the foundational themes of time, nostalgia, and shared experiences. Xiao Liu's introspection hints at a complex relationship with the past and suggests that time has not been entirely kind to her. The use of symbols, such as the river, foreshadows the interconnectedness of characters and the exploration of their collective sorrows.
Part 2 Analysis:
Key Points:
- Introduction of Characters: Zhuan Xu is introduced, revealing his compassionate nature. The bond between Xiao Liu and Zhuan Xu is highlighted, emphasizing the theme of familial relationships.
- Nature as a Metaphor: The natural setting mirrors the characters' emotional states. The storm symbolizes turbulence in their lives, while the sunrise represents hope and renewal.
Quotes and Extracts:
"The storms passed, and the next morning the sun rose in glory."
- The use of the storm and sunrise as metaphors conveys emotional upheavals and subsequent renewal.
"Zhuan Xu would always be there for Xiao Liu, no matter the storms in life."
- This quote reinforces the theme of familial support and enduring connections.
Analysis: Part 2 deepens the exploration of relationships and introduces nature as a symbolic backdrop. The storm and sunrise metaphorically align with the characters' experiences, adding layers to their emotional journey.
Part 3 Analysis:
Key Points:
- Themes of Transformation: Xiao Liu undergoes a physical transformation, highlighting themes of change and identity.
- Father-Daughter Relationship: The emotional reunion with the Grand Emperor brings a sense of belonging and warmth, emphasizing the importance of family ties.
Quotes and Extracts:
"She felt like she had come home."
- Xiao Liu's emotional response to her reunion with the Grand Emperor signifies a deep yearning for familial connections.
"Xiao Liu’s tear tumbled down and the Grand Emperor patted her on the pat, he didn’t comfort her and just let her cry."
- The paternal gesture of comfort solidifies the father-daughter bond, providing emotional depth to the narrative.
Analysis: Part 3 explores themes of transformation and family bonds. Xiao Liu's physical changes mirror her internal journey, and the father-daughter reunion adds emotional weight to the narrative.
Part 4 Analysis:
Key Points:
- Nostalgia and Childhood Memories: Xiao Liu revisits familiar places, triggering childhood memories. The preservation of her doodles symbolizes the enduring nature of certain connections.
- Revelation of Face Forming Flower: The revelation of the Face Forming Flower introduces a mystical element, adding complexity to Xiao Liu's identity.
Quotes and Extracts:
"The pavilion had been renovated many times but these doodles were carefully preserved."
- The preservation of Xiao Liu's doodles symbolizes the lasting impact of childhood and the importance of memories.
"It’s because you have a magical spiritual object in your body called the Face Forming Flower."
- The introduction of the Face Forming Flower adds a mystical layer to Xiao Liu's identity, raising questions about her true self.
Analysis: Part 4 delves into nostalgia, childhood memories, and the revelation of a mystical element. The preservation of symbols and the introduction of the Face Forming Flower deepen the narrative complexity.
Part 5 Analysis:
Key Points:
- Father-Daughter Dynamics: Xiao Liu and the Grand Emperor share a heartwarming moment, reinforcing their father-daughter bond. The Grand Emperor's explanation about Xiao Liu's face-changing adds layers to her identity.
- Resistance to Royal Status: Xiao Liu expresses reluctance towards being a princess, reflecting her desire for a simpler, unfettered life.
Quotes and Extracts:
"Dad, take it out for me! I hate transforming and would rather that I was a freakishly ugly girl than be a fake beauty."
- Xiao Liu's plea for her true identity reflects her inner conflict and desire for authenticity.
"Being a Princess isn’t all bad, at least you can misuse your authority and pick on people."
- The Grand Emperor's playful response adds a touch of humor while highlighting the perks of royal status.
Analysis: Part 5 explores the dynamics of the father-daughter relationship and Xiao Liu's resistance to royal status. The humor injected into the narrative balances the emotional weight of identity revelations.
Part 6 Analysis:
Key Points:
- Sibling Bonds and Farewell: Xiao Liu and Zhuan Xu share a playful exchange, showcasing their sibling bond. Shi Qi's farewell introduces a note of melancholy and hints at future challenges.
Quotes and Extracts:
"Fifteen years. Don’t let another man into your heart."
- Shi Qi's farewell and advice foreshadow future challenges and create a bittersweet atmosphere.
"I’ll wait for you."
- Xiao Liu's commitment to wait for Shi Qi adds an emotional layer to their relationship, hinting at enduring connections.
Analysis: Part 6 emphasizes sibling bonds, farewells, and the introduction of potential challenges. The bittersweet farewell contributes to the narrative's emotional depth.
Part 7 Analysis:
Key Points:
- Shared Sorrow and Connection: Xiao Liu and Zhuan Xu reflect on their shared past, acknowledging the losses they've endured. The reunion is seen as a fulfillment of their grandmother's dying request.
Quotes and Extracts:
"Thank you for letting me reunite with my little sister."
- Zhuan Xu's gratitude acknowledges the significance of their reunion in fulfilling familial bonds.
"Back then the laughter and joy blanketed the entire Cao Yuan Court – and now it’s only the two of us left!"
- The contrast between past joy and present solitude highlights the transformative impact of time on relationships.
Analysis: Part 7 concludes the narrative by underscoring shared sorrow and familial connections. The acknowledgment of the past and the fulfillment of a dying request bring the story full circle.
Xiao Yao - Confrontation with Doubts and Fears:
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Literary Devices:Metaphors are skillfully used to amplify the emotional depth of Xiao Liu's doubts. The idea of doubts being "sown" by the Nine-tailed Fox introduces an agricultural metaphor, likening the doubts to seeds planted that grow into uncertainty. This enriches the narrative by providing a vivid image of doubt taking root.
In summary, the confrontation with doubts and fears in this part is characterized by emotionally charged language, symbolic imagery, and a carefully structured narrative. Xiao Liu's internal conflict is portrayed with nuance, allowing readers to empathize with her struggle to reconcile her identity in the face of unsettling revelations:
As the repeated mention of being the offspring of Qi Yo and Xiao Yao's mother adds a layer of complexity. It introduces an element of shame, deceit, and potential rejection within her familial relationships. Xiao Liu's struggle with these doubts reflects the broader theme of identity crisis.
Xiao Liu's decision to confront head-on and share these doubts rather than ignore them showcases her resilience. Actively grappling with the doubts of who she really is.
@Peng-Peng : Xiao liu wants Jing to be the light to shine on her dark heart and like @Wynny said she wants him to guide her to open her heart.
To closure my chapter 10 exploration I'd like to highlight this moment too :).
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Lord's Heart Illuminating the Lady's Heart:
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Shi Qi looked at Xiao Liu “A person cannot choose their birth, even if we are unwilling, we must accept it.” Shi Qi smiled warmly, a clear and gentle smile “If a heart is like a clean moon, even in the darkened clouds it will pass and the moon will return.”
Birth and Acceptance:
- The statement "A person cannot choose their birth, even if we are unwilling, we must accept it" touches on the fundamental aspect of life that is beyond our control. Birth, in this context, symbolize the circumstances and conditions into which an individual is born – be it social status, family, or even personal predispositions. The call for acceptance implies a broader philosophical perspective, suggesting that to find peace or contentment, one must come to terms with their origins and the inherent limitations they bring.
Heart as the Moon:
- Describing the heart as a clean moon symbolizes purity, serenity, and emotional clarity. The moon often represents the cyclical nature of life and emotions. By aligning the heart with the moon, there's an implication that emotions, like the moon, have phases – waxing and waning but maintaining an intrinsic purity.
Darkened Clouds:
- Darkened clouds represent challenges, hardships, or emotional turbidity. They signify the inevitable difficulties that arise in life. The fact that the moon passes through these clouds and returns suggests an enduring purity or goodness within the heart that can withstand and transcend adversity.
Moon's Return in Clouds:
- The return of the moon even in the presence of clouds becomes a symbol of hope, resilience, and the cyclical nature of life. It conveys the idea that, no matter how obscured emotions become due to life's challenges, there is an inherent capability for emotional renewal and restoration.
Tainted Heart:
- The notion of a tainted heart introduces a complex and nuanced element. A tainted heart represent the impact of negative experiences, trauma, or moral struggles. This introduces the idea that external factors can influence the purity of the heart, setting the stage for a discussion on the malleability and resilience of the human spirit.
Lord's Heart Illuminating the Lady's Heart:
- This part explores the transformative power of love. The inquiry into whether the lord's heart can be clear like the moon and shine on the lady's tainted heart delves into the potential for positive influence and redemption through love. It suggests that love, like the moonlight, has the power to cleanse and bring emotional clarity to a heart that has been affected by darkness.
Moonlight as Cleansing and Illuminating:
- The metaphor of moonlight as cleansing and illuminating further emphasizes the positive and transformative qualities of love. Moonlight is gentle, and its gradual illumination of the heart implies a patient and understanding approach to healing emotional wounds. It suggests that love has the power to purify and bring clarity to a heart even when it has been tarnished.
This symbolic analysis reveals a narrative that explores themes of acceptance, the cyclical nature of life, resilience in the face of challenges, and the transformative power of love in healing and restoring the human spirit. The moon serves as a central metaphor, weaving together these themes :) . We already covered the starry night and the wishing sky for Xiao Liu and Jing in previous analysis. Pointing at their dipest wishes - and their destiny. And now as Xiao Liu is to re-embrace her appearance => the Moon / the feminity and her heart.
Xiao Liu pointed to her heart and asked half in jest half serious “But if the lady’s heart is tainted, then will my lord’s heart be clear like the moon and shine it on the lady’s heart.”
Pointing to Her Heart:
- Xiao Liu physically gestures to her heart, symbolizing a direct and personal connection to her emotions and inner self. The heart, in various cultures, is often associated with emotions, love, and the core of one's being.
Lady’s Tainted Heart:
- The idea of the lady having a tainted heart introduces a symbol of impurity or darkness, caused by negative experiences, regrets, or moral conflicts. It symbolizes the complex nature of human emotions and the potential for emotional scars.
Lord’s Heart Clear Like the Moon:
- The lord's heart being compared to the clear moon symbolizes purity, enlightenment, and emotional transparency. This suggests that the lord embodies qualities of clarity, calmness, and a higher understanding, akin to the serene and luminous moon.
Shining on the Lady’s Heart:
- The act of the lord's heart shining on the lady's tainted heart symbolizes the transformative power of love. It suggests that the positive qualities within the lord have the potential to bring light, clarity, and healing to the lady's troubled or tainted emotions. This imply redemption and the ability of love to overcome darkness, and the complications.
Moonlight as Illumination:
- The moonlight here serves as a metaphor for the illuminating and transformative power of love. Just as the moonlight gently illuminates the darkness, the lord's love has the potential to bring understanding, acceptance, and emotional healing to the lady. This is Jing's power to her.
Jest and Seriousness:
- Xiao Liu's question being half in jest and half serious adds complexity. On one hand, there's a lighthearted or playful element, indicating a familiarity or comfort in discussing such matters. On the other hand, the serious aspect implies a genuine concern or curiosity about the potential impact of emotions on the dynamics between the lord and the lady.
Dual Nature of Emotions:
- The dual nature of the question reflects the inherent dualities in emotions – light and darkness, jest and seriousness. It suggests that emotions are multi-faceted and can be both complex and simple, depending on the emotional context, wich is very rich for her in this chapter (10).
Between the lord and the lady, there emerges a metaphorical journey — a tender exploration of emotional healing and the delicate prospect of redemption. Love, depicted as a genuine and clear-hearted force, becomes the gentle yet powerful catalyst for the possibility of illuminating even the darkest corners of the heart.
The comparison of Jing's heart to the clear moon signifies not just purity but a luminosity that possesses the ability to transcend the darkness , be it in her own heart.
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In related episode 16 there this little scenery too, where she share her worrying to Jing , just before there parting :
.....hahahahaha ....(I cant help but smile here)...
Xiao Liu's reaction?
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Oh she looks content right ! ?:D With her...oh-so -happy -face <3 !
Shared Understanding and Integration:
- Text: "You’re not."
- Analysis: Tu Shan Jing's simple denial of Xiao Liu being ugly represent a symbolic acceptance of her true self. In Jungian terms, this could be seen as an acknowledgment and integration of both the outer appearance and the inner self, fostering a sense of understanding and unity.
Shared Experiences and Self-Discovery:
- Text: "Everyone can appreciate a beautiful exterior, if I am the only one who can admire your beautiful interior then I’m happy."
- Analysis: Tu Shan Jing's emphasis on appreciating Xiao Liu's inner beauty hints at a shared understanding of deeper qualities. This signify a journey of self-discovery for both characters, exploring and valuing aspects beyond the superficial.
- Text:"Xiao Liu pointed to her heart and asked half in jest, half serious, 'But if the lady’s heart is tainted, then will my lord’s heart be clear like the moon and shine it on the lady’s heart.'"
- Analysis:
- In this dialogue, Xiao Liu employs a metaphor involving the moon and heart, a poetic and symbolic way of expressing emotions. The mention of the moon often signifies purity and illumination in various cultural contexts. Xiao Liu's question, though presented in a half-jesting manner, holds a deeper layer of inquiry into the purity of Tu Shan Jing's heart. It reveals Xiao Liu's awareness of emotional complexities and the potential influence one person's emotions can have on another. This interaction foreshadows a nuanced exploration of their relationship dynamics, suggesting that emotional transparency and influence play a significant role in their connection.
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Navigating LINKS:
Prologue & Chapter 1: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?page=1
Chapter 3 : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?page=2 &https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/122339-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?p=2928519&page=3
Chapter 11 : A Grand Gathering For What Time.
XiaoLiu and Tu Shan Jing parts
Xiao Liu ran to sit on the ground, basking in the sun, and squinting at the boats coming and going on the river. A boat passed the river, a man in blue sitting in the bow, with his back to Xiao Liu, and another man in blue was enjoying the scenery on the shore.
The familiar back made Xiao Liu immediately recognize that it was Jing. Xiao Liu knew that he could not see himself, so he stared at him blatantly.
Jing suddenly turned his head and looked over at the shore. Xiao Liu didn't move and still sat lazily and looked at him lazily. Xiao Liu didn't know if Jing had seen him. He only saw that the boat was gradually moving away, and a touch of blue gradually disappeared into the bustling world.
He knew that she was in Chishui City, and she also knew that he was in Chishui City, but he could no longer wave his hand and shout at Seventeen like in Qingshui Town, and he would appear beside him.
Xiao Liu didn't know how long he had been sitting. Anyway, the people basking in the sun around him had changed a few times. Someone came over again and sat gently next to Xiao Liu, and the familiar herbs floated faintly. Xiao Liu didn't look back, because he knew that even if he saw the face, it was fake. She watched the boat passing by with a smile, with some joy in her heart.
After a long time, Xiao Liu asked in a low voice, "Aren't you afraid that people will follow you?"
"My ancestors are foxes. Only I track others, and few people can track me."
Xiao Liu remembered that the first time he was captured by Xiang Liu, he found her, and the second time he was caught in the dungeon by Yanxuan. It was also he who found her. He seemed to be really good at tracking.
Xiao Liu asked, "Didn't you go to the game?"..............................................................................................
Xiao Liu stopped talking. Seventeen silently accompanied Xiao Liu to bask in the sun. Although Xiao Liu never looked back, he could always smell the fragrance of herbs on his body, which was peaceful.
Until the sunset shone on the river, Seventeen whispered, "I have to go. When will you go back?"
"It's time for me to go back, too."
"Then you go first."
There was a trace of warm ripples in Xiao Liu's heart, "Okay!" She stood up, walked along the river bank, and slowly walked back to the posthouse. Because she knew that someone had been looking at her, the original journey of a person seemed to have always been accompanied by someone. There was no loneliness, but always a kind of warmth. But the person who saw her leave only tasted that she was gradually moving away, and the seventeenth chose to leave the warmth to her....................................................
Xiao Liu suddenly felt that someone had been looking at her. Looking at her intuitively, it was a VIP seat. Because there was a low curtain, he couldn't see anyone. Xiao Liu asked quietly, "Whose position is over there?"
He glanced at it and said, "Tu Shanshi."
Xiao Liu was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled and muttered, "You didn't let me promise not to socialize with men or talk to men for 15 years."...............................................................
............................Chishui, Xiling, Tushan and Guifang walked in turn. Jing and Fengfeng came side by side. When they passed by, Fengfeng slowly paced and smiled and greeted them. Jing took a closer look and looked at his hand on Xiao Liu's shoulder. He squeezed the corners of his lips and didn't say anything, but just lowered his head.
We see in these moments between them is that it is natural. No need of a 3rd party ( voodoo bug ) for them to connect. They long for each other . We see how Jing 's presence next to her is affecting Xiao Liu. His presence always moves her heart as it is described : some joy in her heart, warm ripples in Xiao Liu 's heart .
We also see that Jing carried the herbal pouch Xiao Liu made for him. This is a way to carry Xiao liu with him all the time. The scent of the herbs is now imprinted on Jing. It is now on him and it bringing peace to Xiao Liu, it is bringing her comfort, calm. Xiao Liu's heart is moved with warmth when Jing is sending her off, looking at for her go leaving the feeling of warmth that such and act leave with her. But Jing on the other hand is standing alone.
As the events in story progresses we see that Jing is getting jealous at the other man talking with ~Xiao Liu. The realisation of this again bring smile to Xiao Liu. She is happy that Jing is jealous. The man she longs for is jealous of her chatting with another man.
In conclusion we see that Xiao Liu who had in previous chapters claimed that her heart was look and could not be moved is having her heart being moved by Jing. Warmth is entering her heart.
the end
Chapter 11
Part 1
Abstract
Little Zhu Rong was a direct descendant of the Sheng Nong imperial family, born into royalty and his father was the world renowned big hero Zhu Rong. When Little Zhu Rong surrendered to the Yellow Emperor, he married the only daughter of the Chi Sui clan Chi Sui Xiao Ye. He was greatly utilized by the Yellow Emperor and became one of his top officials. He was given the entire Middle Plains to govern, an area that used to be under the control of the Sheng Nong Kingdom.
Initially people didn’t dare publicly critique the appointment since Little Zhu Rong was royalty, but behind his back people derided him for surrendering since both his parents died for Sheng Nong in the battle with Xuan Yuan. But in the hundred or so years since, his management of the Middle Plains transformed it from a formerly lawless decrepit region into one filled with bustling activity and thriving with life. His rule was just and fair so the people slowly returned to the region and settled there.
Word was Little Zhu Rong never tried to hide his Sheng Nong background and would openly ask the Yellow Emperor for things that would benefit the people of the Middle Plains. He never hid his thoughts before the Yellow Emperor of his intention that the people of the Middle Plains who have suffered through a war could return to a life of prosperous peace. Gradually the people of the Middle Plains no longer were suspicious of Little Zhu Rong and was instead very respectful. Zhu Rong’s death was an imperial courage to his homeland, Little Zhu Rong’s living was a different type of imperial responsibility to his people.
The Chi Sui Autumn Tournament was initially started by Little Zhu Rong as a small affair to let the families of the Middle Plains have a fun competition, to learn and grow, to meet more people. It was a resounding success and more and more families and clans wanted to participate until eventually the Autumn Tournament became one of the biggest events in the vast wilderness. This tournament was unique in that it didn’t matter the nationality and was instead a competition between families and clans. Each time the Yellow Emperor and the Grand Emperor would send officials bringing great rewards as an enticement for more young people to participate.
About Little Zhu Rong
Little Zhu Rong was a direct descendant of Sheng Nong imperial family, the son of big hero Zhu Rong. But he surrendered Yellow Emperor, married into Chui Sui family. Then he was given to govern middle plain which used to under control of Sheng Nong.
Surrendering to Yellow Emperor, not counting on both his parents died for world might the subject for people to criticize at behind his back. However, he was just and fair, transformed the lawless area like middle plain into civilized one. So people can settled there. He was respected by then.
Chui Sui autumn tournament was for middle plain families to have fun, competition, to learn and grow and meet more people. It sounds to me like it is a time and place for gathering and meeting. This event was supported by Yellow Emperor and Grand Emperor as they send official to grant rewards to young participants there.
This passage introduce us to Chui Sui Zhu Rong surrendering to Yellow Emperor as not a bad thing. After all he still got to establish his strength ruling middle plain and also creating Chui Sui Autumn Tournament which some of our leads will be enjoying in chapter 11.
If Little Zhu Rong just determined to win Yellow Emperor through battles, maybe he would not have established his strength and creation.
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This was Zhuan Xu’s first time in Chi Sui as was for Xiao Liu as well. Xiao Liu wandered the vast wilderness for many hundreds of years but never came to Chi Sui because it was close to Yi Province where her mom died in battle. She purposely avoided it so she also never came to Chi Sui before. The two had no answer for her.
Their boat master often came to Chi Sui so explained “Legend has it that a hundred or so years ago this area did not have a barren desert. But no one knows when the land one day became a desert. There is a rumor of a giant peach blossom forest in the middle of that desert region, and living in the peach blossom desert is a demon beast that is like a flame that scorched the earth. Because that demon brought a drought, the people call it Han Kui (drought beast).”
Zhuan Xu asked “The Gods didn’t send soldiers to kill it?”
“Some brave adventurous young Gods tried to take out the beast but the desert is very strange, it gets hotter as one walks deeper into it. No one has been able to reach the peach blossom forest before almost getting incinerated and quickly retreating. But the demon beast has never harmed anyone so whether there really is a demon in there no one knows for sure. So the people don’t care and gradually this area remains this way.”
Ah Nian was angry “That’s horrible! This area was lush and green for thousands of miles and a monster destroyed it. Too bad it’s Xuan Yuan territory, if it’s Gao Xing territory I would tell my dad to send soldiers to eliminate it.”
Xiao Liu stared at the vast desert “That monster isn’t bad.”
Ah Nian didn’t understand but Zhuan Xu explained “This area is the most water plenty region in the vast wilderness. So for this area to have a desert because the monster is here, imagine the devastation that would be wrought if the monster went elsewhere. Clearly the monster has no intention of harming anyone.”
Ah Nian felt that Zhuan Xu’s explanation made sense but she still wanted to get rid of the monster. But she was used to listening to her dad and Zhuan Xu’s words since she was small so she said nothing more.
The Legend of The Drought Monster
Both Zhuan Xu and Xiao Liu had never came to Chui Sui middle plain. Xiao Liu had not come here because her mother died in battlefield here.
So the boat master told the legend. There was no barren desert before hundred years ago so. The rumors said there was peach blossoms forest in the middle of the desert.
There lived a demon beast that is like flame that scrotched the earth. The demon was known as drought monster because it brought drought to the area. Some gods tried to take out the monster but the area just became too hot for them when get into desert forest. But then the monster did not really hurt anyone so it was just left like that.
The role of the monster could become important in later chapter because it was told with such details. One thing is for sure is that Xiao Liu did not hate the monster. It again showed us that Xiao Liu had this ability to not to judge someone on surface and could see through goodness despite appearance.
Chapter 11
Part 2
Abstract
When Xiao Liu ate something delicious, she would buy more for Zhuan Xu and Ah Nian, but Ah Nian complained that it was dirty so wouldn’t eat, and then neither would Hai Tang. Zhuan Xu would take big bites and enjoy it happily, and when Ah Nian saw them both enjoying their food she wanted to try some but couldn’t bring herself to ask after she turned it down already. She could only stare at them.
Perhaps it was due Zhuan Xu and the Grand Emperor, but lately Xiao Liu was rather fond of Ah Nian and knew exactly what was on her mind. She took a piece and neatly peeled off the exterior and handed it to Ah Nian while coaxing her “Try it, the inside isn’t dirty at all.”
Ah Nian said no until Xiao Liu urged her a few more times and then she accepted reluctantly. The food on the street was always unique unlike anything in the Palace, and girls always loved to enjoy something delicious, so Ah Nian was quickly fond of the street snacks and started happily trying them out along with Hai Tang and Xiao Liu.
The four of them ate, played, shopped, and was very happy.
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Xiao Liu knew how to pick a ship and took a glance around at all the boats docked and selected a very nicely tended one and negotiated a price with the boat master. She then sent the boat master off to buy some vegetables, fruits, and alcohol from another boat and brought it over.
The four of them got on the boat and everyone watched Xiao Liu busy at work. Hai Tang wanted to help but Xiao Liu shooed her away and borrowed a net and tossed it overboard and pulled back some fish, a couple of shrimps and crabs. Xiao Liu prepped the seafood and pulled out some herbs from inside her robe and seasoned the caught seafood.
Ah Nian asked about the clams Xiao Liu promised and Xiao Liu said “Whether we get some depends on you.”
“Me?”
Xiao Liu pointed to the lake “Can you split the water for me, it doesn’t need to be very wide.”
“That’s easy.”
Ah Nian may be spoiled but her powers weren’t low. She put her hand in the water and the water split open to show the bottom of the lake. Xiao Liu jumped into the water with a basket and walked along the lake floor picking up clams.
This was the first time Ah Nian caught her own food so she was super excited and yelled “Over there, I see a big one.”
Xiao Liu walked in the direction Ah Nian pointed and indeed found a huge clam under a rock.
Xiao Liu got back on the boat and put the clams in front of Ah Nian “You caught this so I’ll cook it for you.”
Ah Nian asked “When can we eat?”
Zhuan Xu pulled Xiao Liu over next to the fire and took a towel to dry her hair “Are you cold? Drink some wine.”
Hai Tang brought over some wine and Xiao Liu drank a few sips and instantly warmed up. She waved “Stop, stop, I’ll be grilling so I’ll be plenty hot soon!”
The four sat around the grill and started cooking and eating the clams. Ah Nian copied Xiao Liu and started spreading seasoning, and whether it was the fresh clams being delicious or her own cooking, but Ah Nian felt she had never eaten such delicious clams in her entire life.
Xiao Liu ate some clams and after her clothes were dry, she took out the three fish she cleaned earlier and wrapped them in lotus leaves before placing them to the side to slowly roast.
The four ate and laughed and the night passed until the moon was high overhead.
There were other boats on the lake and the delicious scent of roasting fish wafted from their boat and many passerbys on other boats offered to buy it from them. Ah Nian turned them all down “We have just enough for us to eat.”
Zhuan Xu said to Xiao Liu “Whatever cooking method you used, even people who are sick and tired of eating this kind of fish like Ah Nian and myself are actually eager to try it.”
Xiao Liu giggled “Secret recipe, not for divulging.” She was really not boasting, she had long since memorized all the herbs and concoctions in the world and used the taste and smell of it for cooking spices rather than making medicine. She found many unique mixes that guaranteed the food she cooked was one of a kind.
Ah Nian's Power and the Food
I think this scene was just fun. I like how Zhuan Xu and Xiao Liu were easy going and enjoying street food. It is like they were enjoying this ordinary life at the tournament.
Even when Ah Nian was such a brat I liked how she showed off her power by dividing the lake and Xiao Liu got the fish for cooking.
The particular scene show Xiao Liu's cooking skills apart from medicine and poison making.
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A fog rose in the lake and enveloped the ship just as the sound of a zither playing surrounded them. The tune was especially lovely with the fog surrounding them, but the tune appeared to be moving further and further away from them. Xiao Liu sighed “The tune is being faint.”
Zhuan Xu said “If you want to keep on listening to it, it’s not hard for me to make it happen.”
Xiao Liu laughed “Are you going to yell at her to come back? Even I wouldn’t dare do that.”
Ah Nian nudged Hai Tang and she quickly took out a flute from their belongings and handed it to Zhuan Xu. Ah Nian said to Xiao Liu “My dad is a master at music and he taught Gege everything about it. Gege might not be the equal of the incomparable Young Master of Qing Qiu Tu Shan Jing, but otherwise he’s impressive.”
Zhuan Xu brought the flute to his lips and started whistling the tune. It was the same as the one played by the zither, but with changes so that it become a companion piece that was full of playful casualness. Even a music novice like Xiao Liu could tell it was amazing and the zither player definitely thought so as well because the zither tune started getting louder and blending in harmony with the flute. The two were playing and testing each other, the sounds of the flute and zither dancing in the fog, soaring high and then dipping low. Gradually the zither tune appeared to be subdued by the flute tune and followed along in perfect synchronicity.
Ah Nian got more and more annoyed and suddenly grabbed the flute. The tune stopped abruptly but Zhuan Xu wasn’t angry and gently asked “What’s wrong?”
The zither lost the flute and appeared to be seeking its counterpart and sounded lonely in the fog.
Ah Nian felt her heart was uneasy and said “I don’t want to listen anymore.” Xiao Liu lowered her head and muffled her grin, going back to eating her crab.
The zither played for a bit longer and after hearing no response from the flute, appeared to get angry and suddenly stopped as well.
The Song of Zither and Flute
Within the lonely fog scene the sound of zither was added. Zhuan Xu was made played flute by Ah Nian.
His flute sound aglined with zither music. It is explained even who was novice at music like Xiao Liu could tell how much this combination made beautiful tune. This again annoyed Ah Nian and she made Zhuan Xu stopped.
The zither player also stopped playing angrily.
This particular scene might be telling us Zhuan Xu and the zither player may get to involved in life. There could be something that made them compatible as the combination sound of zither and flute. Nevertheless Zhuan Xu might not be able play along with her to end.
And another thing about this scene is how much Xiao Liu was not that good in music. Because it is well known Jing is master of music. This is again showing the attraction came to not only between those with same interest and skills in life.
Chapter 11
Part 3
Abstract
The ship steered over and it was the new ship from this afternoon. The maid stood on the ship and realized the mistake when she saw them. But her apology was disingenuous “There was a lot of fog so we couldn’t see clearly and thought this was a food boat. Sorry for the impolite tone, but if you can sell the fish to us, you can name your price.”
Ah Nian remembered the girl from earlier and was even more pissed. She shot Hai Tang a look indicating she wasn’t talking to a maid so Hai Tang stood up and bowed “Money, we don’t need any. If you want to exchange with something, we might be willing. But not sure if you have it.”
The maid checked out Hai Tang and haughtily said “There is very little we don’t have. Say it!”
Hai Tang smiled sweetly “We don’t want anything too precious. There is reportedly a mulberry wood from Yang Valley that can burn without fire. If you can give us a stack then we can use it to cook the rest of our drunken shrimp.”
Xiao Liu covered her mouth to muffle her laughter. The Yang Valley mulberry wood was so rare it was measured in finger tip lengths and this was the first time it was ever mentioned in the context of a stack. It was likely only Ah Nian who dared say something so absurd.
The maid realized she had been mocked and huffed “You dare mock me?”
Hai Tang laughed “You said for us to tell, how could I have mocked you. Just be careful when you talk to people, in case you can’t make it happen!”
The maid was enraged and fired some water strikes towards Hai Tang who didn’t hesitate and flung it right back. The maid was drenched and in tears “If you have guts then don’t run!” before running into the interior of the ship.
Moments later the purple robed girl and a red robed girl came running out. The red robbed girl wasn’t an unfamiliar face – it was Fang Feng Yi Yang.
Xiao Liu quickly darted into the interior of the boat and hid in the shadows. Zhuan Xu sat down next to her and used his body to shield her and asked without turning around “You know her?”
Xiao Liu said in a low voice “The red-robed girl is Fang Feng Yi Yang.” Wen Xiao Liu’s face was recognizable in Qing Shui Town but nowhere else, but people in the town rarely left unless they had to so Xiao Liu wasn’t worried people would recognize her. That’s why she was so surprised to see Fang Feng Yi Yang here.
The purple robed girl sternly chastised “You guys are so rude! The maid came to buy some food, if you don’t want to then say no, there was no need for insults.”
Ah Nian stood up “Who are you to point out insults? Who was the rude one first? Who started it first?”
The purple robed girl recognized Ah Nian and huffed “The maid reflects her master, I should known who was rude first.”
Ah Nian raged “Your ship is a piece of crap so why can’t people say it? Who do you think you are? I’m going to keep saying it – a crappy ship!”
The purple robed girl wanted to fight but appeared to hesitate and hold down her anger but it was threatening to burst forth.
Fang Feng Yi Yang gently said “Little sister, this is all my fault since I smelled the fragrant food and wanted to eat it. If it wasn’t for me, then there would be no need for you to be insulted by such little people. Since I started this, let me handle it. That way your dad and brother won’t get mad at you afterwards.”
Fang Feng Yi Yang turned towards Ah Nian and Hai Tang and her face was chilly “You apologize immediately otherwise don’t blame me for what I’m going to do!”
Ah Nian was once kidnapped by the most notorious demon in the vast wilderness that was Xiang Liu along with Xiao Liu’s help and she never once backed down. How could she be scared now? She coldly laughed back “Fine, let me see what you’re going to do.”
The boat master knew something big was going down and hurriedly jumped into the water.
Fang Feng Yi Yang waved her hand and pulled out a bow and arrow from her sleeve. The arrows went flying and it was all towards Zhuan Xu, and it wasn’t clear if it was the fog causing it or she shot wild.
Zhuan Xu knew she was Fang Feng Yi Yang so he used his powers to create a protective shield around Ah Nian and Hai Tang. They were fine but he was worried about Xiao Liu. Most of the arrows landed on the boat and it was so powerful it caused the entire boat to quake and then collapse in the water. The four of them fell in the water as the boat sank.
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Ru So’s just relaxed brows furrowed together immediately and he said “Tell me everything that happened in detail from the beginning.”
Ah Nian explained everything and only when she got to the end did Xiao Liu speak up to add “The woman who started the attack was Fang Feng Yi Yang.”
Ru So was shocked “It was her!”
Ah Nian asked “Who is she? Is she famous? I’ve never heard of her?”
Ru So explained “She’s the fiancee of the Young Master of Qing Qiu Tu Shan Jing.”
“That’s who she is!” Ah Nian slapped the table and stood up “I’ll go ask the Tu Shan clan whether they are looking for all their businesses to be shuttered within Gao Xing.”
Ru So cautioned “Even though she started it, but she was standing up for the other girl. The matter is really between you guys and the other girl, plus you guys didn’t reveal your identities, so it’s hard to blame her for hurting you guys.”
Xiao Liu seconded that “Now is not the time to stir up more trouble, we need to find out where Zhuan Xu went.”
Ru So told them “Since we know she is Miss Fang Feng, we can find her quickly and then find where the Prince went. I’ll handle it so you two go take a hot bath and get some rest.”
Fang Feng Yi Yang's Assasination Attempt ?
Xiao Liu preparation of food and Ah Nian's fishes (she split lake for Xiao Liu to catch fishes) must had caught attention from surrounding boats to want to buy fish from them, that Lady Fang Feng Yi Yang. The maid she sent to buy fish was mocked by Ah Nian and her maid, and that lead to Fang Feng Yi Yang shooting arrows at our main characters' boat. Of course this should not be coincident and Ru So being shocked in another scene even also showed he understood the situation. This chao situation could be after all Fang Feng Yi Yang's plan and Ah Nian and her maid just acted out to make it easier for her. I just hope we will get to see why Jing's fiance was involved in such assasination attempt.
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Xiao Liu was happy since everyone who grew up in Gao Xing knew how to swim. That was why she was shocked to see that neither Zhuan Xu nor Ah Nian knew how to swim. Hai Tang currently was under direct attack from the maid so she had her hands full and couldn’t rescue Ah Nian. Xiao Liu swam towards Zhuan Xu and Ah Nian to save them. Zhuan Xu didn’t know how to swim but he used his powers to transform his legs into wood so he was floating in the water safely. Ah Nian swallowed some water and was about to sink. Zhuan Xu said “Don’t worry about me, save Ah Nian.”
Xiao Liu swam towards Ah Nian and said back “You be careful.”
Ah Nian grabbed onto Xiao Liu like an octopus when she reached her, not even caring about male-female etiquette. Xiao Liu didn’t have much powers so Ah Nian was dragging her down with her struggling. Xiao Liu hit Ah Nian hard on the back of her neck and she passed out. She quickly swam to shore with her.
Xiao Liu woke Ah Nian up and said “I need to go back for Zhuan Xu, can you keep yourself safe?”
The fog was dense and thick like it could conceal monsters all around. Ah Nian was shivering but she nodded her head bravely. Xiao Liu patted her on the cheek “Hide well and no matter what happens don’t come out.”
Xiao Liu jumped back into the lake in search of Zhuan Xu. She swam back to where they entered the water but there was nothing there anymore. She searched around everywhere for Zhuan Xu but found nothing other than Hai Tang floating in the lake with an arrow in her leg. Finally she couldn’t hold it in anymore to hide and called out “Gege, Gege……”
Xiao Liu pulled Hai Tang and swam back to shore will calling out for Zhuan Xu but no one answered.
Ah Nian was curled up hiding in the water reeds, the dense fog making her blind and even the sound of birds made her frightened out of wits. She heard the sound of water lapping and stared nervously ahead. A black shape emerged and walked towards her and she was so scared until she saw it was Xiao Liu carrying Ah Nian. She rushed out “Xiao Liu.”
Xiao Liu saw the tears in Ah Nian’s eyes and remembered her first time outdoors at night by herself and the fear she felt. She patted Ah Nian on the shoulder and complimented “You were very brave!”
Ah Nian was embarrassed and put on a whatever expression “Where’s Gege? And what happened to Hai Tang?”
Xiao Liu put Hai Tang down “She was struck in the back and got an arrow in the leg. But I’m here so no worries.”
Xiao Liu fed Hai Tang a pill and leaned down to rip her pant leg but Ah Nian’s face reddened “Can’t we treat her after we get back?”
“This huge fog, do you know the way back? This arrow didn’t hit a major artery but I don’t want to underestimate that Miss Fang Feng. If I don’t treat it soon Hai Tang might end up crippled.”
“But, but, you’re a man!”
Xiao Liu ripped Hai Tang’s pants “So the worst is that I’ll marry her!”
Ah Nian thought about it and decided that made sense but it didn’t feel right “Humph, that’s lucky for you!”
Xiao Liu pulled out the arrow and said to Ah Nian “Take out your best medicines.”
Ah Nian handed her a bottle with Yang Valley water soaked in mulberry flowers, and when Xiao Liu poured it on the wound it ate away at the blackened charred flesh and revealed healthy healing flesh. Ah Nian handed another bottle over containing pills that stopped the bleeding which then allowed her to bandage the wound.
Ah Nian asked worriedly “What happened to Gege?”
Xiao Liu shook her head “I don’t know, but we have to go back to the residence and ask Ru So to search.”
Xiao Liu piggybacked Hai Tang and said “Let’s go.” Ah Nian followed behind Xiao Liu stumbling along the way because of the dense fog and the marshy riverbank. Ah Nian initially struggled because she couldn’t see and her footsteps were uneven, but ahead of her Xiao Liu was carrying Ah Nian and was walking steadily without any trepidation. Ah Nian felt bad and gritted her teeth to catch up and didn’t even make a sound even when she felt snakes slithering beside her.
Xiao Liu arrived at a sloped area and called out “Boat master, double the price, take us to Chi Sui Castle.” A voice responded “Sure” and then a lamp was lit. Xiao Liu and Ah Nian got on the boat with Hai Tang, and once they were onboard Ah Nian incredulously asked Xiao Liu “How did you know there was a boat here?”
Xiao Liu set Hai Tang down “Yesterday when we traveled down the river I saw houseboats docked here and people cooking meals.” Ah Nian was in disbelief “Once glance and you remembered? It’s not like you were expecting us to encounter danger.”
Xiao Liu smiled “When one lives in constant danger, not remembering can mean death, remembering more is a chance to survive. It’s become a habit even if I don’t intentionally try to remember.”
Ah Nian stared at Xiao Liu and said nothing else. The boat floated down river during the thick fog as Xiao Liu suggested to the boat master, and when the fog lifted the boat sped up and soon they were back in the castle where the boat master stopped in front of their residence.
Xiao Liu Being Hero For Bratty Ah Nian
We learned in this scene that both Zhuan Xu and Ah Nian could not swim. Nevertheless, Zhuan Xu definetly knew how to look after himself, he also did show his protectiveness to others on the boat too, whereas Ah Nian seemed to be quited pampered by others that she did not know what to such life threatening situation at all. Her maid Hai Tang was shot with arrow. Nevertheless, our hero, Xiao Liu was able to save both ladies and took them back to Ru So.
Chapter 11
Part 4
Abstract
The next day, Xiao Liu slept til noon and found the entire residence empty as everyone went to watch the tournament. She didn’t feel like stoking the kitchen fires so ran off to eat street food.
She ate two bowls of clam leek soup and afterwards sat under the riverbank wall under the sun watching the activity on the river. A boat passed with a green robed man sitting with his back to Xiao Liu and he was enjoyed the view beside a blue robed man. The familiar figure was instantly recognizable as Jing, and since he couldn’t see Xiao Liu, then Xiao Liu stared at him directly.
Jing suddenly turned his head and looked at the shore. Xiao Liu didn’t move and just looked at him, not sure if he saw her. The boat moved past and the green disappeared into the distance.
He knew she was here, she knew he was here. But it was no longer like when they were in Qing Shui Town, when she would wave and call Shi Qi and he would show up beside her.
Xiao Liu didn’t know how long she sat there until a person walked by and sat down beside her. The faint herbal scent wafted over but Xiao Liu didn’t turn her head because she knew that even if he saw her face, it was not her real face. She smiled at the passing boats and her heart fluttered with a small happiness.
After some moments, Xiao Liu asked “Not afraid of being followed?”
“My ancestor is the fox. There is only my following, few can track me.”
Xiao Liu remembered being captured by Xiang Liu the first time and how he found her. The second time when Zhuan Xu tossed her in prison, he again found her. He really was very adept at tracking.
Xiao Liu asked “Have you gone to watch the tournament?”
“The Tu Shan clan doesn’t fight, we come here to discuss business and find talent.”
Xiao Liu said nothing more and Shi Qi silently kept Xiao Liu company under the sun. Xiao Liu never turned around but his herbal scent was very calming. Until the sun was setting over the river, Shi Qi softly said “I need to leave. When are you going back?”
“I need to go back too.”
“Then you go first.”
Xiao Liu felt a sliver of warmth in her heart and stood up to leave. She walked slowly down the river edge towards the residence, knowing someone was sending her off with his eyes. It made this walk feel less lonely with someone keeping her company.
But the person sending her off gave her the warmth while he kept the loneliness of watching her gradually disappear from sight.
....
The match began and it was intense, ice versus water, and just like Ru So said Xian froze all the water and it was like there was snow falling just on the match ring. Xiao Liu’s powers were low and the entire arena was like the middle of the Winter so she started shivering. Ru So saw it and put his hand on hers and passed her some power to warm her up. He also lowered his head to explain what was happening on the match ring between two opponents.
Xiao Liu suddenly felt like someone was staring at her and she looked towards the VIP section where there was a curtain covering one area. She asked Ru So “Who is sitting over there?” Ru So looked “The Tu Shan clan.”
Xiao Liu was silent and then started laughing and muttering “You made me promise not to date a guy for fifteen years, you didn’t say I couldn’t talk to guys.”
Ru So asked “What did you say?”
Xiao Liu laughed “Nothing, keep on explaining.”
Ru So and Xiao Liu continued to keep their heads close and talk to each other throughout the match.
.....
Short Encounterment but Sentimental
Sentimental Herbal Scent
In the whole chapter 11, there is this brief encounterment between Xiao Liu and Jing.But it was a strong scene though. I love this scent of herbal communication between them. In drama, it was a herbal saschet she personally gave him and he treasure it. With scent as communication, it is indeed representing the treasured moments and the sensual feelings. With its being herbal, it must be something that is healing feeling.
Sliver of Warmth
He sent her off and standing still watching her from behind until she was out of sight. Of course, such feelings represent that he would be here for her even he might be lonely when she was away. But she certainly feel the warmth of him being there for her.
Jealousy from Far Away
In another scene Xiao Liu could feel that her interactions with Ru So could make Jing jealous. According to the context she sounded delighting about it as she was laughing and muttering on how their promise excluding of not talking to other guys. In the past she's the one to feel sort of jealous over maids around him. But now it's his turn (according to her). Jing maybe jealous over guys around his Wen Xiao Liu, nevertheless, he still did not have the right over Xiao Liu, with him being engaged to another woman and engagment is not called off yet. All he could do now was to watch over her from afar and need to accept she could not belong to him fully yet.
Chapter 11
Part 5
Abstract
The Autumn Tournament is where families got to win glory and the Four Great Clans represented the everlasting continuation of bloodlines that could never be changed. Kingdoms and Emperors can change, but families remained forever as long as each generation begat the next generation.
The Chi Sui clan, the Xi Ling clan, the Tu Shan clan, and the Gui Fang clan all walked past. Jing and Fang Feng Yi Yang walked side by side and when they passed Ru So, Fang Feng Yi Yang purposely slowed her steps and smiled at him. Jing glanced at Ru So, his eyes lingering on his hand on Xiao Liu’s shoulder. He said nothing and merely nodded at Ru So.
Xiao Liu pulled Ru So into the crowd and made a quick exit. Outside they ran into Zhuan Xu and Ah Nian, with Zhuan Xu glaring at Xiao Liu before asking Ru So “You two disappeared quickly, where did you go?”
Ru So just smiled and said nothing. Xiao Liu noticed Ah Nian was all smiles and in a great mood. Ah Nian whispered “Why did you run off? You should have seen the thunderous look on that Sheng Nong Xing Yue’s face when Chi Sui Xian lost. It was supremely satisfying to watch.”
Xiao Liu asked “Did you fight with her?”
“No, she’s Gege’s guest and I don’t want him in a bind. Plus she doesn’t know who I am so I was secretly happy.”
Xiao Liu remembered Ah Nian in Qing Shui Town, despite how much she hated Xiao Liu, when Zhuan Xu told her not to cause trouble she didn’t. No matter how anyone in Gao Xing looked down on Zhuan Xu, Ah Nian never did. Xiao Liu was thinking in a daze when Ah Nian rapped Xiao Liu on the forehead mimicking Zhuan Xu “What are you thinking?”
Xiao Liu smiled “Of you!”
“I warned you, you’re not allowed to like me!” Ah Nian’s face changed and then she remembered that she forgot all about having Xiao Liu make a fool of himself so her daddy wouldn’t marry her to him.
Xiao Liu said solemnly “I promised so don’t worry, your daddy won’t marry you to me.”
Ah Nian realized in the last few days that Xiao Liu was someone who said something and followed through so she relaxed.
Back at the residence, Xiao Liu went looking for Zhuan Xu. “How’s your injury?’
Zhuan Xu patted his shoulder “It’s all better but I can’t move it freely yet.”
Xiao Liu grabbed his arm and checked it out “The Chi Sui doctors are good, keep on resting up.”
Xiao Liu turned to leave but Zhuan Xu grabbed her arm “Scaring you like that, are you mad at me?”
Xiao Liu sat down “You know I won’t.” She used her finger to poke his shoulder “If one’s life wasn’t in danger, who would want to risk injury to put on a show.”
Zhuan Xu explained “Last time in Qing Shui Town, I investigated Fang Feng Yi Yang and learned she had two maids which were also on the ship that night. If I really fought back, then she would allow us to kill one of her maids and thus escalate it for Sheng Nong Xing Yue. Things would get dicey so I decided to play useless since I could tell she only wanted to kill me and didn’t want to harm Ah Nian. When I saw you had taken Ah Nian to safety, I pretended to sink to the bottom thinking Fang Feng Yi Yang couldn’t openly continue to kill me and finish the job and she would have to leave. The only thing I wasn’t expecting was Sheng Nong Xing Yue diving in to save me.”
Xiao Liu smiled “You need to thank me. If I didn’t want to listen to her zither, you wouldn’t have played the flute which led her to like you.”
Zhuan Xu huffed “Thank you? If I didn’t play the flute then I wouldn’t have lured them back, then we wouldn’t have run into them and this whole altercation wouldn’t have happened.”
Xiao Liu retorted “If we didn’t run into them, how would you have made the connection with the Chi Sui clan. This is bad luck begetting good tidings.”
Zhuan Xu gave up “Fine fine, I thank you.”
Xiao Liu suddenly sighed “I feel like fate is so magical. So many coincidences yet it’s all headed towards an inevitable. The Chi Sui clan and the Sheng Nong family are two families you have to get on your side. I just never thought it would come by this way.”
“You! You claim to have seen it all, yet you’re still a girl who dreams!” Zhuan Xu rapped her on the head “There is no real coincidence, there is only a must happen. The Sheng Nong tribe and Chi Sui clans, whether they stand with me is not based on coincidence, it’s based on what I can give them. These coincidences are merely the thin veil wrapped around something that must and will happen.”
“Ay! Gege you are too rational, and too cold hearted……” Xiao Liu pouted and then laughed at herself “I guess it’s good that I still dream.”
Zhuan Xu tenderly stroked her head.
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Zhuan Xu's Intelligence and Good Luck Out of Chaos
With Fang Feng Yi Yang causing chaos at Zhuan Xu, he was still able to make connection the important clans such Chui Sui, Tushan...Being companion to her zither, Chui Sui Xing Yue helped the owner the flute who was drowning. Was it all destined?
Maybe Zhuan Xu was the destined one. But he was practical about it. And he was smart enough to guess of Fang Feng Yi Yang's plan and limit in processing it.
A Girl Who Dreams
Xiao Liu may still be a girl who believe in destiny bringing events together because to her the coincidents sounds magical in which Zhuan Xu had to call her "a girl who dreams".
But to Zhuan Xu, things had to happens as what should be and he knew all those clans he needed support from also need something from him.
About the line "A girl who dreams" to me is referring to someone who thought of impossible things that could happen. Life is sometimes a miracle indeed although it might not fulfill every dream. Sometimes the impossible can become possible. Nevertheless there are many times the impossible just stay impossible forever. In this case dreaming impossibility might be such a loss.
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