Have you ever fallen in love with imaginary characters? You just watch and let your heart skip a beat. The butterflies that feel your stomach whenever you see your favourite actors on the screen. You don’t want to crave the story with yourself but you prefer to ship them together and wish them the best from a distance. 

The indescribable feelings when the two actors fall in love, the giggles when the actors blush in the scene, the smile when they finally kiss, the ocean of tears in your pillow when there is a sad scene, teh pain in the chest when they did not admit their love, the anger in your chest when the plot doesn't go as you plan, the unsatisfied ending when you just accept it and stay up rewriting your own happy ending. 

You patiently wait for  7 days for just 1 episode to be released. When you can't wait anymore you start looking for Novels so that you can know what comes next. You replay those episodes in your mind and just wonder how the plot might twist. When that 1 episode is released you forget all your work and just indulge with that episode.

You watch the sweet scene and just smile at yourself and to anyone because you can't stop smiling since you're too happy. The quirky dance step and the bed roll or banging the wall since you're overly sentimental by their sweetness.

 Your world revolves around BL series and straight drama bores you easily. 

This is how falling in love with a fictional character feels like. You don't fall in love with anyone but the characters in the movies. 

In fact these little things are the reasons that light up your mood, and make you feel at ease whenever you watch them in the scene when you are feeling down, these are also the reasons that add happiness and a smile in your life. 

Only BL fans will understand what it's like to fall in love with two guys falling in love