(boutta have the rant of my life, so hold on) Incredible show. Truly. But I had absolutely NO idea what I was getting myself into when I started this. I waited till it was done airing to start it, then I finished it in a day. little did I know, that this show would tear my heart out and leave me in SHAMBLES while writing this review. The last thing I thought this was going to be was a rlly heavy show and borderline depressing for me to watch. Ngl, I like the light and fluffy shows. I'm not used to this stuff. it was so SO hard for me to watch this because the entire show was just SO HEAVY and intense. I really cant describe it any other way. But I could NOT put it down.
It truly was a masterpiece though. The aesthetics they used in this show, was stunning. The colors they used were perfection.
I wont lie to you, there were a lot of parts where i felt lost, like i wasn't following along too good, like i thought i accidentally skipped over something, but that's just the way this show is laid out. Everything gets answered in the end.
I absolutely hate shows with a sad ending. They really do give me the most emotions, but I hate it.

About the show:
CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS!!!

Once again, this show was incredibly difficult for my heart to deal with. SO many mixed emotions.
There was a lot of screaming and yelling at each other, which doesn't really bother me, but in this show there was a lot of it, and for very extended amount of times.
There was like ZERO happy moments with In and Wang. i literally can only think of one. Every moment with those two was just super intense. ALOT of staring at each other without breaking eye contact (seriously it was insane). There's A TON of crying, its really hard to get through because every episode is just like so depressing, u hope they get over it all eventually and finally start being a lil happy BUT NOOOO. Doesn't happen. it just gets progressively worse and worse.
I usually cant stand huge age gaps like in this show, but this one was bearable so i wont complain about it.
ALSO, you dont get ONE DAMN KISS from these two. so if you are expecting any of that, dont. cuz it doesn't happen.
You literally only have like three characters in this series, but they pulled it off well.
ALSOOO it’s hard to grasp that all of this happened within just a few days. Like I dont even think it was a week long…
I have a few things to say about In and his character. Honestly I didn't hate or love him. Whenever Wang would say something about how he felt towards In, In would just have this blank look on his face and not say anything, which I understand why. I know that's how his personality is, it just kills me to watch it happen. He does not reciprocate the feelings at all. physically or emotionally. he never ever says anything about how he feels towards Wang , even though Wang knows how he feels, it still hurts that he never tells him, not once.
About the ending... from the VERY first episode, deep deep deep down i knew. i knew it was going to have a heartbreaking ending. i kept watching it though, hoping i was wrong and they would give me what i wanted. the further i got the more i knew it wasn't going to come. but the further i got the more i hoped they would prove me wrong and they would give me the ending i wanted. i watched the very last episode knowing exactly what was going to come my way. I wouldn't accept it. I kept watching after the credits telling myself i would NOT accept it to end like this. But here i am ranting about it.
i will NEVER re-watch this show. Everrrrrr.
(Edit: I rewatched it once. TERRIBLE decision. I warned myself so I shoulda known better :(

OVERALL :
Even though this show is far from my ideal type, it was just so good. They did a really good job which is why i give it a high rating. and i really did adore Wang. he was an incredible character. both men were great actors. i hope to watch Pond in another BL someday. ( a happy ending one next time. plz.)

Thank u for reading! ~ Dani