This was my first C drama ever. First 20+ ep were amazing. In the starting I felt that lu shiyi was a bit too mean. But his character development was soo good. Honestly I cannot see why Xiao ju was so madly in love with Cheng lang. Shiyi was so much more considerate towards her. I know the heart wants what it wants and that it is hard to move on but srsly it was a bit too much. Even the time skip did not help at all. I thought that at least Xiao ju would have moved on in 2 years, but to me it seemed that she still liked CL and it was annoying.
Shiyi financially and emotionally supported her when she was at her lowest. He even kept her secret. He had all rights to be crazy mad when Xiao ju mistakenly confessed to him and later told him it was just a dare. Even after realising that she liked someone else he did not get impatient with her. Encouraged her to choose her passion which was the tourism major. He became her support system but Xiao ju remained blind to everything. She only saw Cheng lang's "kindness", even tho he barely looked at her twice. Agreed that the whole fake dating trope was cliche but he was still respectful of her boundaries and did everything to make her happy.
What felt odd to me was that even tho Xiao ju was claiming to be considerate for Shiyi because she did not want to ruin their friendship or hurt him, in the end she only crushed his heart more. She straight up called him crazy when he confessed to her. Would go on a date with him and be ok with it, then later push him away. Be nasty with him. Even after breaking his heart she did not spare a second thought abt him. Obviously because she was more concerned about CL and Lin you's break up. She was so invested in making CL feel better she even created a misunderstanding when they were eating hotpot together, but no, she was not one bit worried abt clearing the misunderstanding. She claimed how both CL and Shi yi were her best friends when she blatantly cared only abt one. More so ironic was the fact that Xiao ju was trying to cheer up CL out of the exact same misery that she had put Shi yi in. Sure, shi yi and Xiao ju were not dating unlike Lin you and CL, but Shi yi was also suffering through a heart break but the hot pot was only for CL. She was so cruel to shi yi that she would not even let him move on in peace. Like at 2 instances shi yi was sitting in his room and Xiao ju knocked at his door and came in, shi yi was obviously elated but soon disappointed to know that she was there only to enquire about Cheng lang's whereabouts and not him.

Now, for Lin you . Idk why I never liked her. She did not have anything to herself. Before CL confessed his love for her the first time he had still made it very visible that he was very interested in her, any girl with 2ounce of brain could understand that but she acted oblivious. I understand that she had stayed in a relationship with her ex for a long time. But I had hoped that the 3 years she spent with CL had meant something to her. But obviously the had not. Not only she left him for his ex and went abroad but then came back with a different guy.

Letao was my fave character in the series( aside from shi yi). She knew how to love but also knew how to move on, which sadly many characters in the series did not know. Her marriage with bao bao was rushed for sure but I was sooo glad that she did not end up with that jerk Huang Jun.

Overall the ending was rushed. The series deserved a better finale and Shiyi a better female lead. So much was rushed in the last few episodes. The things that were built so strongly were thrown away all in the end. Over 30+ ep were spent lamenting over an unnecessary unrequited crush of Xiao ju on CL. And the last 6 ep were even worse and did not compensate for any damages but created more.
All in all the series was beautiful in the starting, it could have been so much more. It is special to me. But I am sorry for the way they ruined it at the end.