finally some much needed communication - maybe cause of that this ep flew by. ******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************was a fun ep - even though Song Hyun Jae was a mild bump in the road (dude his worst enemy) yeah it was too late for him no matter what he said. but for himself, he should've found the courage to confess & get his heart broken. so he could heal & move on. the way he keeps procrastinating, he will forever moon over Lee Jun from afar, never letting anyone else the opportunity... which will be his loss, as he is the one that will eventually end up alone. this sad !
OMO there was so much said & yet nothing that cleared anything up \(〇_o)/(ノへ ̄、) & not saying by this, that i didn't enjoy this ep - totally hilarious but for the wrong reasons. ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************in this ep Chim On/ "Simeon" (especially after his conversation with Song Hyun Jae) makes me think, he had/has a crush on Song Hyun Jae & is flirting with Lee Jun to get back at Song Hyun Jae. maybe he feels that if he gets with Lee Jun (when Song Hyun Jae can't seem to confess his heart), it will make him hurt as much as he made Chim On hurt, by falling for Lee Jun & not him. he might like/be attracted to Lee Jun, but really wants Song Hyun Jae. ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Song Hyun Jae on his part idk why he's keeping quite or what he is waiting for... *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************i like Lee Jun, he is adorable & sweet but no one can be this naïve, here guys surrounding him find reasons to touch him all the time. this Not normal. heck i doubt i have touched close family or friends this much. he not wonder WTH is going on?!? & if their words carry more weight, then just lighthearted joking?!?
the exchange between Song Hyun Jae & Chim On (in the flashback) confused me. was sure Chim On was angry cause Song Hyun Jae was leaving/resigning without informing him. maybe they were more then just colleges he felt abandoned. but then he goes & mentions Lee Jun... left wondering what in the (love)triangle is going on (maybe it will get cleared up by the end ). ********************************************************************************************************************************************also thought the other 2 guys (in Lee Jun's idol group) looked familiar (after checking), realized they the leads in Mr. Heart (●'◡'●) ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************the bit that annoyed me; Section chief Kim is targeting Lee Ju & for whatever reason Song Hyun Jae is oblivious to this fact (even though it's happening before his eyes). but Choi Jun, not only isn't oblivious to this fact - he used him to get Lee Ju to do overtime. am i supposed to find this manipulative attitude cute?!? ignore the fact that Choi Jun doesn't care his subordinate is bullying an intern?!? cause the result is all that matters??? nah ( ˘︹˘ ) **************************************************************hard for me to ignore this & then he's all cutesy with Kim Young, him wiping her mouth & being all cozy with her isn't supposed to rub me the wrong way? idk i didn't like that whole scene - it didn't paint Choi Jun in a good light. he got what he deserved when Lee Jun put him in his place - like talk about the gall(〇_o)********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************but there really hasn't been any serious conversations between anyone in this BL (to date). & i get - it's hard to confess ur heart for fear of rejection - still makes this a frustrating watch \(⊙_⊙)/(ノへ ̄、)
where to start; 1st off like that this BL's plot is more then revolving around the mains. there is more to every character, even if they just get a few sec's of screen time. it doesn't feel like they nothing but scenery. **********************************************2ndly even though this a BL, it feels more like a drama & not a BL (not there is anything wrong with BL's, but the normie POV usually is, that it's less then...), so watching feel like the production (everything involved) was treated like a regular drama & it shows (IMHO). ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************now i know am the odd one out, but the thing that got to me in this ep was how lost Lee Jun seemed in his workplace. seeing him floundering made me mad, not just sad. makes me wonder how he get the job? if he doesn't know the basics?!? Song Hyun Jae want's Lee Jun to depend on him like a baby?!? (as is he keeps treating him like a handicapped child, with that weird ass napkin - idk but he's coming off more creepy stalker, fan-boy. then senior in love). i know this not the main point of the drama, but Lee Jun needs to stand on his own 2 feet, not just in this company, but in life. from what i've seen, all the guys revolving/wooing him r trying to take care of him. like he an incapable baby. which isn't healthy or makes for a long-lasting healthy relationship \(〇_o)/ *****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: Choi Jun got a fiancé?!? get that Kim Young is a friend (maybe family friend) they grew-up together but as Choi Jun always talked about Lee Jun. why they engaged?? weird...
what a place to stop (& idk if i am referring to the preview(≧∇≦)ノ or the scene before the flashback, Lee Jun's idol phase)... anyway idk how anyone could stay sitting in anyone's lap, when they feel something growing bigger & bigger (especially when u weren't romantically involved with that person). Lee Jun not that clueless (as he pointed out the weirdness, of the situation) & yet he still remind seated\(〇_o)/ dude (ノへ ̄、)that made me cringe... ******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also wasn't wrong about Song Hyun Jae & if he wasn't enough, now we adding another admirer to the long list of guys after Lee Jun - find this ironically funny. can't wait for the next ep (this is why i wait for drama's to get completed, before watching. now don't have to wait(●'◡'●)).
talk testosterone overload ~(>_<。)\ Choi Jun oozing charm & from the sec Lee Jun tripped & got caught by him. Choi Jun's been flirting with him none stop. which is funny & hot to watch (but in real life i would be freaking flustered to be around someone like alpha male, Choi Jun (❁´◡`❁)) kinda dismayed Lee Jun hasn't been swept off his feet (≧∇≦)ノ or been rendered into a mindless fool with jello knees(╹ڡ╹ ) ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw i think, got something wrong in the previous ep (too lazy to rewatch to check (ノへ ̄、)) but i assumed that the kid being bullied was Choi Jun & the one that came to his rescue, was Lee Jun. so thought it was kinda cute how the tables had turned, where now Choi Jun was the one with the upper hand. *********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: idk what fabric Lee Jun's shirt was made off, cause that coffee glided right off without leaving a stain. but why was Choi Jun also undressing?!? couldn't he just give Lee Jun the extra shirt?!?(¬‿¬) naughty boss Ψ( ̄∀ ̄)Ψ
this is the first time i've watched a 'trip & almost fall' sequence scene, that looked genuine, heck i jumped & was worried Lee Jun would land on his face (≧∇≦)ノ so well done ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************good 1st ep - this got a really fluffy positive vibe to it. good looking actor's (even though could do with the only female we got have to be a b*tch the sec she opened her mouth - why the overkill?!?). & as helpful as Song Hyun Jae is have a feeling he gonna be the third wheel (¬‿¬) or bump in the road of this romance - ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************the ending was cute - loved seeing how that whole pattern was the opposite now.
know i said, i loved the relationship between the brothers at the start (still do), but have to say Saifah ( ˘︹˘ )is starting to rub me the wrong way. considering their situation, he totally nonchalant when it comes to money. get his getting injured wasn't intentional, but after watching Sailom get used as a punching bag idk how anyone can be this thoughtless (when he's his only living relative, let alone a younger sibling)\(〇_o)/*******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also get Kang's grandma, she (unlike his father) does have high hopes for her grandson. she doesn't want him to waste his life away (amounting to nothing or worse turning into a ne'er-do-well). she didn't offer Sailom a job, cause he tutored & was a valedictorian. she wanted someone with his ethic's around her grandson (someone who would hold him accountable, not give in to him like the teacher's in that school did. one who's studious personality would rub off on her grandson). but if he couldn't achieve those goals, why should she keep him in her employ?!? *********************************************************************Kang on his part wasn't jealous when he saw Sailom with the client, he felt anger & guilt. heck even Pimfah (the sweetheart) offered him a job. anyone would be moved, worried, even scared at seeing a classmate, in such a dire state they turned to escorting. wouldn't u want to help? but considering their age & lack of resources, they would be left frustrated. so neither Kang nor Pimfah's reactions were that shocking - it was understandable, same with how they chose to help. logical move in my eyes.****************************************************************************************************************************************btw considering Sailom being poor (even if their debt was paid off) he could still tutor Pimfah (use the money). his having to move in with Kang, let alone not being able to tutor anyone else is a plot-hole which isn't realistic IMHO. but we got to get the mains living together to further this romance, i guess (⊙x⊙) as if their long ass gazes weren't enough. already from the previous ep they both low-key flirting verbally, let alone visually - so it is what it is (ノへ ̄、) ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note: Guy & Nawa's roughhousing, come off as flirting - only to me?!? (¬‿¬) & if i aint wrong this also a GL, just the girl that's gonna get paired with Pimfah, hasn't made an appearance (●'◡'●) **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************p.s. thankful Sailom really was just an escort & nothing more, cause usually there a lot more to the escorting business, its way sleazier then just having lunch with someone older & richer. so thankfully this didn't get "dark" (⊙_⊙;)
really enjoyed the 1st season, was waiting for this to get completed, so i could start binge watching. but have to say (in-spite of everything going on) am bored & annoyed - keep pausing this out of sheer frustration. ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************why all this showboating?!? we not talking newbies here. the 1st part with the kinder-garden kids. Do Ha Na really need to go person to person, making sure everyone was alright - when she knew the bad-guy was super human & not dead?!? then Ga Mo Tak who is now a cop (►__◄) watching from outside, not moving to get near the bus-door... guess everyone was waiting for the MC to make his grand entrance (which he did) while a baby had a shard of glass close to her jugular. no biggy - she not important, as the real badass had arrived & was center stage \(〇_o)/(ノへ ̄、) like how cliché could this get?!? ******* ****************************************************************************************************************************************then we get the bad-guys in china & the counters there. why they have to spilt up?!? if they so weak alone?!? they all looked like it was their 1st fight (i know better then to walk into the lions den alone, like come on). not to mention the bad-guys in the past even if they consumed the spirit of the human, couldn't get the power of the counters as the spirit possessing the counter's body would seek out a new counter, but these bad-guys special, yippy. (^_-) ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************wont even go in about the last mother, son "save" - excepted so much more~(>_<。)\ & just cause all the good guys got saved doesn't make me ignore all the freakin showboating - yeah y'all kickass - we know, stop rubbing our noses in it & hall ass ( ˘︹˘ )*****************************************************************************************************************************************side note: why the heck almost everyone here got a mullet, on Hwang Pil Gwang (Kang Ki Young) is specifically annoying(≧∇≦)ノ
the vid i found, the subs weren't insync with the dialogue, from 08:40 on wards. which was freakin frustrating, cause u get from the scene that something important is going on, but u have to wait until the sub's pop-up, so u can understand what the heck is going on. **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************& this a very loaded ep - but call me weird (have read a few comment's (not just the ones in this comment section, about this drama/ep) & no one even though to mention this by passing) teen Jun r*pes(!) Akatsu\(〇_o)/ not cause he loves her (not that it would be justified then), but cause he's scared to face his feelings for Keisuke?!? was his "sleeping" with Akatsu, to confirm his sexuality to himself, an affirmation that he aint gay. thus enabling him to return & be a close friends with Keisuke, without confused feelings?!? ผ(•̀_•́ผ) & when he realized (after the fact) that he felt more for Keisuke then a platonic friend would, he tried taking his life (& lets hope also a bit of guilt for how he abused Akatsu). *******************************************but as they never became close again - think no matter how much Jun loved Keisuke, he couldn't / wouldn't come out of the closet for him & would rather just treat him like a muse, that made him into the writer that he is. idk how i feel about this BL after all this - conflicted is one word that comes to mind. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw very sad Keisuke died, but it didn't devastate me. as he didn't end his life cause he couldn't deal with his sexual orientation or another sad fact. he died trying to save another person, that's heroic! in-spite of everything he was a stronger individual then Jun, he dealt with life head-on - he lived while he was alive, can we say the same of Jun?!?
this is so short & yet there is so much here. the most profound thing i've heard in a while, is the old fisherman telling Jun "...the root of all anger is sadness..." *************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************thankfully we didn't get more of Jun's lecherous male character's (had quite enough of them & him). this ep showed a different side, a more contrite one, that was capable of some much needed soul-searching. idk if u can call this a midlife crisis as Jun's just 30, but considering he's been living like a hermit for over a decade, maybe it is fitting that he is having a break-down of sorts. **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************watching the flashback to his teens, the reason why he wanted to start writing was interesting. i loved the old fisherman, in-spite of being antisocial & a loner his house was always open to the kids, that didn't have anywhere else to go. it was bittersweet on so many levels. that's why my heart broke when the friends grew distant & Keisuke just bowed-out leaving Nezujii's place, so Jun could still have his safe haven. this drama is sad <(_ _)> *****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw idk if Jun was in-love with Keisuke or just cause they were each other's whole world, he felt betrayed that Keisuke fell for someone else (betraying what they had, letting someone else invade their inner sanctum). i donno if Jun was gay, the porno isn't an indicator, one way or the other. if they communicated maybe they would still be friends (but at that age) idk if they had the "tools" to enable that type of conversation. ╯︿╰
everything is just off - does Keisuke exist? why he always disappear when the editor comes for Jun's work? idk something is off & i can't put my finger on what, it's driving me bonkers.{{{(>_<)}}} ***********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also don't really like the character's in Jun's stories, all the ML's tend to be horney toads - it's kinda off putting`(*>﹏<*)′ as this basically him. maybe cause he hasn't had a gf for ages, he's "starved" ( ˘︹˘ ) but still, it's gross. add to this the way he is treating Keisuke & i wanna hurt the dude. ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************know i was the one wondering how weird a bff popping-up out of the blue & then inviting themselves to stay was weird. but the submissive way Keisuke take's Jun's belligerence, let alone serving him at every turn is ugh (►__◄) & his only retort is he wants to read Jun's love-story huh?!? this just keeps getting weirder & weirder.
unlike Jun i wish it would rain, tired of this freakin heat -
but dude really thought what he wrote was a love story?!? he's been cooped-up too long in that room (≧∇≦)ノ but did like that (in the story) the player got played(¬‿¬). btw i wouldn't call that horror, more creepy or a toxic love story. but sadly he failed the mission. still if it was me, would get angry that it got thrown into the trash bin, like so much garbage.(►__◄) ****************btw only me finding it weird, that a friend (no matter how close or good) one that u haven't been in contact with for over a decade - just pop's-up uninvited & invites himself to stay at ur house /sleep in ur bed. weird ผ(•̀_•́ผ)
happy ending & yet idk, feel it was anticlimactic…
happy ending & yet idk, feel it was anticlimactic - yeah am happy at how things turned out. but don't get what was the point to this ep, if Pisaeng didn't do anything to change the future, other then converse with Kawi\(〇_o)/*************************he had a few option; like moving to the country where his mother was trying to send him. where gays had equal rights & he could marry, have a family (if the lack of rights was the issue) or idk, when he was sick he would go to the doctor's/hospital instead of staying at home & letting Kawi (the one with the weak immune system) nurse him ผ(•̀_•́ผ) but Kawi magically woke-up, meaning what? that the crystal ball was redundant.. idk - like i mentioned this feels meeh.. ************************************again, happy that the mains ended up together, happier even more that Kawi matured enough to cherish Pisaeng & they gonna have a healthy mutually beneficial relationship. but this could be cut down to size & wrapped up in ep 11 (︶^︶) IMHO ********************************************************************************************************************************************the one i loved from start to finish was Pearmai, totally elated she got her happy ending & hopefully with a worthy guy (that will cherish her). Pisaeng, a close 2nd, glad he found happiness in the end, even though that start (⊙x⊙;) aish (►__◄) was rough! ********************************************************************************************************************************would've been happy if in this last ep, we saw Kwan & Max with potential partners. but it is what it is i guess. ************************************************************************************************************************************************************side note - glad Krist has over come whatever phobias he had, portraying a gay character & it wasn't cringe trying to see him trying to convey affection. even though will admit, there were moments that were touch & go. but on a whole he was natural, let alone believable .
from where to start; glad Pearmai went back & made up with her mother, without apologizing (it's not that i have a problem with apologies), but don't think it's justified this time around. yes Pearmai's mother is the parent (who just cause of this statute, can do no wrong, if u go by any Asian drama). but she did(!) & Pearmai (regardless of how old she is) is still the child in this equation - the abandoned child at that. & no matter how much time passes or how old she gets, she will always carry the burden of being abandoned by her mother (it will color her life, the choices she makes etc..) the fact that she a well adjusted, loving caring person is all dude to her father. he did one hell of a job being both mother & father to Pearmai. so under his guidance, she understood that they needed to make peace more for her inner peace, then for her mother. so that was a good conclusion. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Kawi (the perpetual child (¬‿¬)) & Pisaeng finally got their "happily ever after" that lasted about half of this ep. it was cute, but it gave me a "the other shoe is gonna drop" feel, the whole while we got the pair, acting like a pair. *******************************it was an interesting plot-twist, but this whole BL has not just been about romance, but educating & advancing the lgbtqia+ cause in Thailand, so it's fitting. **********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also found it ironic that this time around Pisaeng turning the crystal ball, took him back to the previous time he turned it (while then it didn't work), guess desperation the specially ingredient that was missing last time?