toxic

I am in a toxic relationship with this show; I cant even I did it; I finally got through this. I have one more episode left. Its all good. Everything is okay. The timeline of this show is very confusing and i dont even know what year or month it is because the timeline is very confusingStarting off with rays and sand. Freak, I have no idea what is even happening with these two. They need to just pull through, i beg, please. We have on epsisodes left. Boeing is just being a homewrecker, and his nice guy personality is fading off, and his true colors of homewrecking and jealousy are coming out. They are coming out and smashing all of our couples in the face. First top and mew, but they didn't let him in, and now hes mad and going after sand and ray. Sand and Ray need to stay strong and stop being jealous over the same guy. That's funny as fuck, though. Yall got this pleaseNick and Boston. Not a whole lot with them; besides, Boston is moving and Nick is putting up with his shit, but he is self-aware. Atom was wrong for lying about rape; that was actually really bad. I understand that Boston is a bad guy, but you can't just lie about rape because you think you like men now and are in denial. That's not how the world works. Boston is finally flat on his face and in love with Nick, and Nick is too, but he is making him work for it. Finally, thank God. You need to make this man run laps for your love; who does he think he is? Thank God, put my boy to work. I dont think they are going to work long distance, and Boston is either going to come back even more in love or he is like, I wont move because I am in love with you, sugar honey. I have my babies now. Its either of those, nothing in between.Okay, lastly, top and mew. They are trying, and they are having their cute moments, but I can tell it is still hard for me because of the whole being cheated on. I feel that, but at the same time, I am a firm believer in second chances. Boeing left these two alone and is now targeting rays and sand. Everything is fine; my toxic relationship ends tomorrow. Top and mew, they just need to hold on, and if some sexy rich man asked if I wanted to live in his penthouse and be his boyfriend, I would say yes in a heartbeat; suddenly, everything he has done is okay. I do like the dynamic between the moms and the top; I think its cute. One more episode. Okay bye!

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Boyfriends

We're finally here, Ray and Sand are officially BOYFRIENDS! (Ray said it 4 times just so that we all would get it lol) Hell yes, did we wait an eternity for this to happen. I thought their apology-scene was just perfect. It didn't need more clarification. Both already knew what they feel for each other, now it was just about saying it as well. Then we have Top and Mew patching up their broken relationship. Who would have thought, but I actually liked Top quite a lot in this episode. He showed Mew how far he's willing to go and didn't beat around the bush. Clear communication is what we want in a situation like this. And Boston actually asked Nick to be his boyfriend - like whaaaaaaat?! That I might see this day... A couple of episodes ago, I would not have believed that. I think it's a great idea to spend the remaining months together and just enjoy each other's company. I feel like that Dan is still an option for Nick, so I wouldn't feel too worried about him being lonely when Boston is gone lmaoNow that we're on the topic of Boston: This is one thing I'm not too happy about, him being shamed for sleeping around. Yes, he got into trouble because he slept with Atom, but that doesn't mean that him enjoying different partners in bed is problematic. He's always communicating the meaning of him sleeping with another person, and that person can always back out and say "no". I don't see why he needs to change to be happy or to not have problems. I wish for Boston and Nick to explore a poly-relationship, as this could be the way of a happy and healthy relationship for both of them. Honestly, I don't see it coming tho – people aren't quite fond of this relationship-style, I feel like.Speaking about Atom: I appreciate him confessing to his sister about what he's done, but I do not appreciate how Cheum reacted. I feel like she should have scolded him for lying about and accusing Boston of manipulating him into sleeping with him. This is not OK and could've ruined Boston's future and also cost a lot of money for Atom if his lie would've been found out.OK, and now let's talk about Boeing, Sand and Ray: As far as I can tell there's some unfinished business between Sand and Boeing that has been uncleared for one year. This is a long time. Sand clearly still has feelings for Boeing and is shaken by them now that he's returned, which I think is normal and doesn't need an apology. We can love multiple people at the same time differently. However, I do think that Sand could have handled the situation better. He could've communicated better with Ray and not just push him away, but again this show is about complex characters where not everyone is doing the right thing all the time. And his behaviour gave us jealous Ray, which I love! This is the first time we're seeing Ray as a boyfriend of someone, and he's here to protect what is his. You could see that soooo well in the pool scene where his eyes were shooting arrows at Ray and Boeing. I would have loved to hear what he's thinking, but just seeing him taking his time before he speaks and how he's slowly watching everything to make up his mind, is great enough! Khaotung did an amazing job portraying Ray, and all three of them in that last scene really gave me goosebumps (and not the good kind).

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Second chances

Too many things are going on here!The scene with Yo and Plug (Jennie and Tee) was so sweet; her little tentative nod....Khaotung's (Ray) acting was superb (as always) - so many tears.Boeing (Mond) is hot and evil. He's a manipulator. He can give Boston (Neo) a run for his money, but there's something nastier and colder about him. Boston's main motivation seems to be sleeping with as many people as possible without malice. He cares only about himself. Mond seems to want to wreak havoc and revenge. Nick (Mark) seems to have found himself. He knows who Boston really is, but he's going to run with it even if it's painful because he knows himself and the situation. When he kissed Atom - not gonna lie - my toes curled! He went for it. The look on Dan's face when Nick rejected him was both sad and vengeful. We don't have enough episodes left to delve into that!The swimming pool scene - I literally said out loud: what's going on! What the hell is going on??

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It was... ok?

Which is a surprise, because I'd been loving the previous episodes. This one kind of... stalled. Like, a lot.
I think in part it's because of Boeing. He was introduced super late to the party and is now causing mayhem between all the couples, and it feels kind of rushed. In my eyes, he's a plot device to create drama, because they didn't know what else to do with the couples.
I liked the way they handled the Atom situation - thank God he finally told Cheum the truth, even though she wasn't nearly as fazed as I thought she would be. Your brother just told you he falsely accused one of your friends of SA and all you do is hug him? Wtf, Cheum? ----- Nick and Boston deserve each other tbh, they are both insane lmao ------- And Sand and Ray are cute, I guess. It bothered me a little bit that Sand didn't set boundaries with Boeing from the get go, since he has a boyfriend now. ------ Top and Mew... I still don't really care. Mew is looking worse and worse by the minute - he's such a jerk, he plays with Top and gives him hope, plans with his ex behind Top's back... Idk. I'm still having trouble relating to him, because he's basically emotionless (in terms of facial expressions).
Top irritates me as well. Yes, he's been decent, but also very insistent and pushy and was following Mew around asking for forgiveness. So, really, no, it wasn't solely Mew's fault that you're now in this mess. You CHEATED on him with his friend, remember?
Also, I really loved Yo and her little side storyline with her boyfriend. They are soo cute.

It wasn't a stellar episode, but it was decent, it was good, just not as entertaining to me as the previous ones.
I guess my only question is: how are they going to wrap it up? I don't really know how they are going to tie all the different stories back together for the last episode.

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