fuck

God damn. I am so worked up right now. I am hoping i dont start crying, fall asleep or get any of my homework done.Starting off with ray and sand because I am manifesting greatness for them and a bad person (ray). Okay, Mew is using Ray. Anyone can see right through that Ray is stuck in the past with his mom, his dad, and Mew. He loves sand because he just looks into his eyes when he looks at him. He is just finally getting a shot, and he is running with it because he likes to dwell on the past. I also need to send my push teacher something, but this is more important. I think they were the last ones to get ruined in this emotional rollercoaster of a fucking episode. Sand was taking care of him, and Ray knows how sand feels, and Ray knows how he feels; he is just stupid. He needs rehab and someone who will actually love him, like Sand Bro. I think Ray ran into the side of the road like that for a reason. I think he felt himself falling asleep and ran into the wall on purpose. I don't know; I am a bad person, as you can see. I need these two to get their sh*t together, bro.Nick and Boston. I don't even know how these two are going to come back from that. Boston is mad because he got exposed. We were all betraying each other because of this couple. Boston and top fucking, and then Nick recoding it and then showing it to Sand, who showed Ray, and Ray went on a ramage and exposed everyone. So this couple has some issues. And like everyone in this stupid episode said, Boston doesn't love himself, so he struggles to love Nick. I think that Boston is used to having Nick by his side, and once he is not by his side, he is going to start missing him like crazy. For once, I felt bad for Boston because of my threat to tell his dad, like, what? Boston has issues because of his dad, and he is a silver spoon baby. Getting everything handed to him I don't even know what these two are going to do.Top and mew, bro. My fingers are cramping, and I feel like I am typing an essay. All this means that on Saturday I will understand the show, write a good review, and hopefully go home without crying my eyes out. They better give this show a happy ending. Okay, we are going to try and finish this review. Top fucked up, and now he is facing the consequences. Get my boy some therapy and rehab with Ray, I beg. He was roped into that sex by manipulation. Mew is now our biggest red flag in this show. What is he even doing, bro? He is using Ray to get back at everyone; he is going down to Boston's level, which is just as bad as him; and the thing with Drake's character, oh my god, fucking annoying bro. Thats it. Okay bye!

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After effect indeed

This was great and frustrating at the same time.I admire the writers of this show. Mew's character is so interesting. I love how he physically changed because of the heartbreak he had to go through. I'm only wondering if this is the Mew he became after what happened between Top and Boston, or if this version was his true self all a long?! Anyhow, it's a great device to show his transition from perceived innocence to out-right revenge-era. Then we have Nick, who didn't plan any of it but had everything to do with it. It's right that he got called out by Boston. He is a stalker and what he did was not right but seeing him cry like that broke my heart. I especially liked the scene in the store. The way they used the camera-angles made it so that could not get away from him and his emotions. You were right there with him. Great cinematography and great acting from Mark's side. I never saw him like this in a show before, but he did so well. I hope we get to see more of his talent in the future.Writing about his crying face makes me think of Sand. He surprised me when he apologized for getting everybody involved when it was only about his revenge on Top. I appreciate this character trade. Of course, Karma would take care of this when Mew and Ray got together at the end of the episode. I think Sand knew when he saw them that he did that himself. He knew from the beginning that Ray only used him to get by until Mew would be available again. Surely enough, the writers made sure to show us just how much Sand cares for Ray and how much Ray actually enjoys Sand's company but fails to see his worth.It hurt seeing Mew and Ray at the end, but it was so predictable. They look great together and Khao and Book have amazing chemistry, but at the end both Ray and Mew will hurt each other. Mew because he knowingly uses Ray's feelings for him for his revenge, and Ray because he's selfish and not ready for any kind of relationship.Eye-candy for sure was the pool scene. I really enjoy the scenes at the pool and funny enough, Boston is always there as well! But it was concerning to see how Mew was about to drown Boston – like I get that he's angry but holding your friend's head underwater is heavy.

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Detail -> too detail, and what?

Episode kali ini menurutku terlalu gimanaaa gt ya, setiap scene memang merupakan bagian dari resolusi masalah episode sebelumnya, namun terasa berat aja gt, detailnya menurutku ada tapi cenderung sulit untuk dinikmati - dari aku sendiri , aku tidak benar-benar bisa menikmati episode kali ini. Dari segi cerita, episode kali ini sebagian tidak menarik ya menurutku, namun sebagiannya lagi memang punya "scene epic", entahlah aku ingin mengatakan episode kali ini cukup bagus, namun kenyataannya tidak seperti itu. Dari segi warna, ga ada yang spesial ya ; ekspresiku saat menonton episode kali ini memang biasa aja, hanya ada sedikit "kaget + tercengang" di beberapa scene. Boston terlihat menyebalkan, banyak karakter yang posisinya terlalu berjauhan ; maksudku beberapa karakter terlihat "sangat dirugikan" dan sebagian lagi terlihat "sangat memilukan". Saya akan melanjutkan series ini, namun entah kenapa review episode selanjutnya terlihat sangat tidak jelas.

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